"It's fine. Thank you though." 
                          
"Do you have any proof?" Nate asked her looking over her face for some hint.
                          
"I do. Pictures." 
                          
"Show them to us!" Zack demanded.
                          
"Uh... I will show it to her!" She pointed at me clearly uncomfortable at the idea of two guys looking at her. 
                          
"But-" Zack whined and even Nate tried to peak but she was fast enough to push him.
                          
"No Zack you pouting isn't going to help any case." And then she shoved him back and showed me some of the pictures clearly taken when James wasn't looking. Probably the phone was hidden or something. There were pictures of them which were semi-naked, kissing and whatnot. I had been not expecting it so when I saw it I sucked in a sharp breath. I read in one of the novels that you shouldn't beg for the love, beg for the effort and beg for someone who isn't rooting for you from the bleachers.
                          
"Thank you!" I gave her a small smile.
                          
"I'll see you around in school." She mumbled walking away.
                          
"Wait." I called her back. I took selfies with her while Nate and Zack gave me a weird look. I can understand, why should I take a selfie with a girl who is involved with a guy that I like, that too physically.
                          
I took multiple selfies and sent a few of them to James and then I mute the notification for his number. I didn't need drama again. 
                          
I glide into the back seat and we drove back to my place with Zack and Nate occasionally joking on James and in general.
                          
"So Sarah what was it like?" Nate asked wiggling his eyebrows. Creepy.
                          
"What was like what?"
                          
"James and Heather?" Zack grunted at that.
                          
"Thet deserve the filthy relationship they have!" I shrugged.
                          
"You know what I think?" Nate said rubbing his chin.
                          
"No. But I know what I think. That their relationship would have been kissing, sucking and fucking. No strings attached." I had weird friends who could make fun of my situation. They had this quality handy, I swear.
                          
"So what do you want them to do?" I asked him puzzled.
                          

"There should be all of it with some sparks in the background, where he kissed her and his hands travel all the places untouched like-"
                          
"Woahhh, shut up." I groaned in frustration and this only caused both of them to laugh.
                          
"Why?" Nate asked feigning an innocent look.
                          
"Unlike you, I really don't wanna know his sex life. So shut up!" I gave them a dirty look.
                          
"Are you sure?" 
                          
"Positive. Besides, since when did you both start taking interest in someone's sex life. Last time I checked you both were least interested?" I said flatly making sure none of my emotions are on display. 
                          
I've always learnt not to confuse our bad chapter with the end of the story, that we only become strong after we are broken.
                          
I could see the pile of my feelings being broken piece by piece, shattering it completely. The noise of which was completely deafening but I held on to it. When I reached home both the boys made it sure that I keep my head clear but when I was inside my home, I made it seem like It was all good when in reality it was anything but good. James' room's light wasn't on so I was taking that he isn't home and he has been blowing up my phone ever since I sent him that selfie asking to meet and letting him explain.
                          
I blocked him.
                          
You know that feeling deep inside the stomach where you don't feel comfortable and you feel sad and you want to cry but there is something that is holding you back, it's like your entire body is upset and unnerved to the core like you're longing for something but you don't know what?
                          
Yeah???
                          
That's what I am feeling right now.


                          
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Totally didn't expect James to do that. Duhhhh. He was fricking trying to two time  damn you James.
                          
What do you think about this?
                          
Well atleast now Sarah knows the truth.
                          
If I were Sarah, I would slap James tight.
                          
I hate seeing her like this.
                          
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