12-Held tight

                                    

                                          
Previously
Oof I feel like a tv series narrator.
Okay but back to my first point.
                          
Previously
                          
I could feel my breath quicken, my scrambled with thoughts. I didn't know what to say what to do but before I could say anything else I had tears in my eyes. My leg started running faster than I thought possible. I crashed through the door of the cafeteria, I ran not even knowing where I was going until I saw the bathroom.
                          
I ran inside and locked the door and sat in the front corner of the bathroom. I could barely breathe and my eyes were still flooded with tears.
                          
(Denki's POV)
                          
I had just asked him a question and then he ran off. Was it my fault did I do something wrong. I was just curious, I didn't want to hurt him. But no time to think.

                          
I stood up and chased him, he was very quick and ran into the bathroom. I ran to the door and tried to open it but it was locked. Soon after the rest of the squad appeared behind me.

                          
"Izu can you come out, I'm sorry I asked," I said.
                          
(Deku's POV)

                          
I was sitting in the corner crying when I heard his voice it was calm but what he said made me angry, and made me cry harder.

                          
"Izu can you come out, I'm sorry I asked." He said.

                          
Why did he call me that, only she called me that? I was so angry, he wasn't allowed to call me that.

                          
"DON'T FUCKING CALL ME THAT!" I yelled.

                          
I gripped my hair and pulled on it. Why did he have to call me that? It brought back memories of her. Her limp body, the blood, and most of all the hole in her head.

                          
"I'm sorry, can come out." He said in a quiet voice.

                          
I was hyperventilating and was ready to punch someone in the face but I was still crying. I didn't know how I felt, I was so confused and didn't know how to calm down to catch a breath.

                          
"JUST FUCK OFF," I yelled.

                          
I wanted them to leave me alone.

                          
"I'm sorry but no." I new voice said, it was Kirishima's voice.

                          
I was shaking very hard, why won't they just leave.

                          
"IM NOT COMING OUT!" I yelled again.

                          
And then Mina's voice appeared "Then talk to us."

                          
I stood up, I was angry, all I wanted for them to leave.

                          
"What do you want me to say." I said tears rolling down my eyes "what do you want me to say that I tried to kill myself."

                          
"Do you want me to say I was in the hospital and got adopted by my teachers, " I continue " do you want me to SAY THAT I REFUSED TO EAT AT THE HOSPITAL."

                          
"DO YOU WANT ME TO TELL YOU THAT IM ANEREXIC SO THEY HAD TO PUT A TUBE DOWN MY NOSE SO I WOULDN'T DIE!" I yelled.

                          
They all went quiet. But I continued.

                          
"Because that was only a small bit of last week," I said in a quieter voice " cause I could tell you that my mom's dead and I watched her die, I could tell you that my dad abused me and blamed me for my mom's death."

                          
I was crying harder.

                          
"I could tell you that I found my little 6-year-old sister dead in an alleyway and that a held her cold body in my arms and stared at the hole in her head, " I cried out " Only a week ago I was making her pancakes for her and branding her hair as she called me Izu, then I find her dead, one week and she's gone. They all leave, they always do.