Chapter 59

                                    

                                          
                SHAIDEN'S P.O.V.
                          
 
                          
        When I leave Liam's house, it is about 2:30. I really don't want to go home, but it wasn't right of me to leave Stephanie there by herself when she came all this way to see me. I try to sneak in the house without Harry noticing me, but that didn't work out too well.
                          
        "Please talk to me."
                          
        "I don't want to talk to you Harry. There is nothing to talk about."
                          
        "Please! Just give me 10 minutes."
                          
        "No! You can't fucking cheat on me, then ask me to talk to you. It doesn't work that way."
                          
        "It was a mistake!" I turned around looking really pissed. I feel the heat rising in my body.
                          
        "A MISTAKE!?" I yell throwing my hands in the air. "No Harry. A mistake is forgetting to feed the dog, or dropping a glass on the floor and it breaking. Cheating on your girlfriend is NOT a mistake."
                          
        "I was drunk!" He said yelling back at me.         
                          
        "Well that makes everything better! Problem solved right?! No problem not solved. The fucking problem will always be here."
                          
        "Shaiden, I'm sorry. You have no idea. Please just talk to me." he tried coming close to me to grab my hand.
                          
        "Do not fucking touch me." I turned back around and walked towards the living room. Stephanie was sitting on the couch and looked at me.
                          
        "I think you should give him 10 minutes. I'll be upstairs." she walked past me and headed up the stairs and I sat on the couch. Harry came in the living room and stood in front of me.
                          
        "Fine. If you want to talk, talk."
                          
        "Okay, well I was at the bar and I was hanging out with a friend from work."
                          
        "What friend?"
                          
        "Andrew. Anyway, he convinced me to having a few drinks and I did. Then Carly came over to me and flirting. I tired to get her to go away but she kept hanging around. The more I drank, the more I lost control. She kissed me at the bar and I didn't stop it."
                          
        "Stop. How the fuck did you even end up here at your house in your room?"
                          
        "We had to have someone who wasn't drinking dirve us home, I told him to bring me home first. There was no intention on Carly staying. I hadn't realized that she got out of the car and followed me in the house. We started making out and it just went from there. You have to believe me that I am sorry." I was trying to fight back the tears but it didn't work. He walked over to me and beant down to where he could look me in the eyes. "Shaiden, I love you and you know that. I love you so much. I know I fucked up, but it happened and I can't change it but believe me, I would if I could. She means nothing to me. You do. You are my world." I still didn't say anything. "Please say something."
                          
        "Harry, I can't-"
                          
        "No, please don't say that."
                          
        "I can't be with you anymore."
                          
        "Yes! Yes you can. Shaiden, we can work through this. We have too."
                          
                "No Harry, we can't. You had sex with another woman. And this is worse than when Mason did it, because I gave you me. I trusted you enough to have sex with you. I gave you everything I had and you threw it away."
                          
        "Please. Don't do this."
                          
        "I have to Harry. You betrayed my trust. It's all gone." I said. My lips are trembling at this point. "I can't belive you would do this to me especially after what has happened to me just a few months ago." A tear fell down his face. I hate seeing him cry, but what he did was wrong. " I can't be with you anymore. I'm sorry but just thinking about you being with her makes me sick. I would have never done this to you. I gave up one of my only friends here for you and you still went behind my back." I stood up and Harry was holding onto my legs. I pulled him up to look at him. "You were the best thing that has ever happened to me and I will always love you, but I just can't look at you the same way." I took off my promise ring and handed it to him.
                          
        "Please..." My eyes were watery. I gave him a kiss then pulled away.
                          
        "I'm sorry." I pulled away and headed up stairs to my room and locked the door.
                          
        "What happened?" Steph asked as soon and I walked in.
                          
        "I broke up with him."
                          
        "Oh." I didn't say anything just sat down and and stared at the wall.