Chapter Two - I Can't

                                    

                                          
After the feeling of his waters braking, Namjoon had no idea what happened. He blacked out. He didn't lose consciousness, he just lost awareness of what was happening to him or around him. He wasn't able to do anything , he didn't say anything. He could hear Do-Hee calling out to him, asking him what was going on and he saw Jin come into the room and take his phone off of him. 
                          
"What's going in, why did Namjoon suddenly go quiet?" Do-Hee asked as she herd Jin take the phone.
                          
"I think is waters have broke." Seokjin said, trying to stay calm, one of them had o if they were to get through this and he could already tell that the calm one wasn't going to be Namjoon. "Can you send an ambulance?" Jin asked, Namjoon needed to get to the hospital fast and with four kids there was no way he could get them to the hospital quickly and none of them  were old enough to look after themselves.
                          
"Yes, one is on their way right now, please get him sat down and don't move him from that spot until the ambulance is there, keep him as calm as possible. I'll meet the ambulance at the hospital." Do-Hee said, managing to stay calm since she had been in situations like this before, although this was the most premature she had ever dealt with herself the rules and procedures were still the same.
                          
"Of course." Seokjin said before ending the call and getting Namjoon to sit down. "Namjoon, can you talk to me?" He asked, worried about his husband and his unborn child, "Can you hear me, Namjoon?" He asked him
                          
"I-its too early." Namjoon said in a small and shaking voice. His hand was on his stomach and his heart beat was through the roof.
                          
"I know, sweetie, it's early and that's scary but Jungkook wants to come and see us so you need to calm down so we can get him here safely." Jin said, trying to keep him calm for the sake of his husband and his child.
                          
"Appa, what's going on?" Hoseok asked as he walked into the room, his other siblings following in behind him.  "Why is dada all wet?" He asked.
                          
"Did he have an accident?" Tae asked him  as he walked closer to them bot.
                          
"It's okay, dada, accidents happen." Jimin said, thinking the look of shock and horror on his dada's face was because of having an accident, like he sometimes did when he was running around with his brothers and forgot to go and tell his appa or dada that he needed the toilet until it was too late.
                          
"No, sweeties, that's not what is going on here. Jungkook has decided he wants to come and meet us all so I need you four to be on your best behaviour. I'm going t call nana over and she is going to look after you while me and your dada go to the hospital because Jungkook might be a little bit poorly." Jin said, hoping his children could understand despite their young ages.
                          
"If nana comes over then will she make us her cookies?" Yoongi asked, sounding rather hopeful.
                          
"I'm sure she will, she'll probably even let you help her make them if you can all be on your best behaviour for her." Jin said as he got out his phone to call his mother and ask her to come over. Namjoon needed him right now and so did Jungkook, plus his mother was really good with her grandchildren so it would be okay. 
                          
The call was quick and Seokjin's mother was on her way to look after their precious little devils while they had to go to hospital to get this all sorted out. He was trying to stay calm but it wasn't easy. His son wouldn't be strong enough to be born this early without constant serious care. He was terrified of this child turning out the same way as their last child. He couldn't go through that again and he knew Namjoon couldn't either. 
                          
The ambulance got here before Ji-hey, Jin's mother, so Seokjin had to stay behind to look after their son's while Namjoon was rushed off to hospital to birth their very early son and bring him into this world. He was barely holding it together right now, he felt like he was going to snap and brake at any moment but he couldn't. He put on a smile and played different games with this sons before his mother got there. "I'll see you soon, boys, I'll be back to get you all tucked into bed so don't think you will manage to have a late night." He told them with a smile as he gave them all a kiss and hug before he headed off to the hospital. He hadn't herd anything yet so he was just hoping that no news was good news.