- 3rd POV-
"Oh god, why does this keep happening, it finally feels like he's getting better than we get told stuff like this" mic sobs out, basically hysterical. Denki sat quietly as his home room teacher tried to calm his husband, after a few minutes Aizawa walked denki up to Eir 's room, when they looked inside they saw shinsou getting his, now glittery hair tugged by Eir as she put another butterfly clip in his hair.Denki couldn't help but giggle "just you wait kami, your hairs' gonna be worse" shinsou blurted out. Denki kept giggling and sat down on floor next to shinsou "your hair looks great toshi, you should hire Eir as your professional stylist!" Shinsou glared at denki then his hair was pulled again making him scrunch up his face "ow" "sorry hito!" Eir apologised. Denki couldn't help but giggle again.
"Hitoshi can you come out here and talk with me and your father" Aizawa comments.
Shinsou's POV-
Hitoshi? I must be in some serious trouble if he called me hitoshi.. what did I do?
Oh no.. did kami tell them?!" u-uh y-yeah" I stamper and walk out, it felt like my legs were going to give way, I was so nervous, so afraid I was going to get in trouble, so worried they'd finally had enough and they'd ship me off to some orphanage- every little thing, every way this situation could end ran through my mind. "Hitoshi calm down, we just want to talk" my dad said, he didn't look to impressed, is this really just some talk? And am I really that easy to read.
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I walked down stairs and saw pa on the lounge crying, what does he know? They sat me down, pa crying even more when he saw me and dad still looked unimpressed and almost disappointed...
- part of the conversation with shinsou and his parents -
A: so.. want to tell us what you've been doing to yourself?
S: I-..
A: tell your pa what you tried to do today
S: b-but I-I-..
A: tell him hitoshi! Kaminari told us everything, but we need to hear it from you, we need you to openly say it. so tell your father about the cutting, tell your father about the eating disorder!
S: ....I have been cutting, everyday, and I got so desperate to escape that kami almost had to see it.. then we went to lunch, I went into the bathrooms a-and..Shinsou couldn't finish what he was about say, his voice was already so quiet and wary, when looked up at his distraught father he started to stutter and when looked over at his other father he could see the disappointment and closed his mouth,
why did he have to be such a burden?
M: sshhh hito it's ok, it's not your fault.. don't work yourself up about this, but we do need to discuss what we're going to do to help you.
A: thats right hitoshi, we're not mad at you, I'm just a little disappointed., in the situation, not you.. you're and will always be my son, which makes me worry about these things, it's very serious-
S: don't!
A: wha-
S: don't worry!.. please
A: hito I can't hel-
S: n-no you can't worry about me, i can't worry you. Y-you shouldn't have to worry about me- I shouldn't even be here, but I was lucky enough to be saved by you, I don't have the right to make you worry like this!
M: hito calm down, it's okay..
S: no! No it's not! I always do this to you, a-and you forgive me, why do you forgive me?!Mic kneeled down next to his son, he tried comforting his son. Knowing that his son still after years blames himself for his mother leaving him, the things those men died and not being able to save the other children who were sentenced to fight.
S: ....please..,please, don't worry.
M: hey, it's ok kiddo, listen to me. We worry because we love you, we always have and always will, you're our son no matter what ok, why don't you want us to worry? Is it because you don't deserve it? Well that's where you're wrong, you've never done anything wrong, you deserve all the love you get plus more.. I'm so sorry for the people in your life who made you feel this way but, trust me. They are wrong about you.Shinsou began to cry harder than he was, and now it wasn't rushed, compared to when he was panicking, the tears had time to falls and they had reason to. Shinsou sniffled then stood up.
S: I'm gonna go to my room..
M: you don't want kami to see you crying?Shinsou chuckled at the comment
S: yeah.. something like that
M: ok, but be back down for dinner, and remember kiddo. I love you
S: love you too pa..The teen a few steps before he was interrupted by his other father speaking to him "hito wait" Aizawa called out, shinsou turned slightly to face him "no sharp things in your room?" He asked "no sharp things.."
Denki's POV-
Eir was putting worms on a string in my hair, unlike toshi I really enjoyed it. But when I heard the talking from downstairs get louder I want to distract Eir in case it turned into yelling.i looked around her room and saw a toy karaoke machine connected to her little tv and had an idea.We sung all of Eir's favourites, mostly childish songs like 'gummy bear' but I loved it, Eir definitely did aswell, she sung her little heart out. I noticed someone walked past the closed door into shinsou's room, where I heard the door close.
Should I go see him?
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