Chapter 5

                                    

                                          
A few weeks have passed since Sophie's birthday meal with everyone and we are basically like sisters already I can literally talk to her about anything. 
                          
Ever since the meal me and charlie have became even closer but I really don't know what to do because I don't think jake would approve of us dating tbh which makes me sad because I really like charlie and I know he really likes me.
                          
Maybe I should just talk to jake see what he says?
                          
All the lads and Sophie were round our house watching a film. Sophie had her head rested on james chest as he held her close to him. I wish that was me and charlie.
                          
I finally built up enough courage to talk to jake about me and Charlie and decided to call him into the kitchen because in all honesty I knew this was going to end bad so why do it in front of everyone? 
                          
"Jake I need to talk to you kitchen now" I spoke 
                          
Charlie looked at me confused as I got up and headed towards the kitchen with jake but I just gave him a 'I'll be back in a minuet look'
                          
"What's up little sis" he said hopping onto the counter in the kitchen
                          
I didn't really know how to come out with it but it could only turn nasty from here so here goes.
                          
"Well I'm not sure if you've noticed but um me and Charlie we've kinda became really close atm and jake please just listen before you start shouting but I really do like him and he really likes me..." 
                          
I was cut off by a familiar voice.
                          
"It's not true mate I don't just like your sister...I love her" charlie spoke appearing in the kitchen.
                          
My heart literally melted. He loves me omfg.
                          
Jake just stared at us as charlie snaked him arm around my waist pulling me closer to him.
                          
"So basically you guys want my permission to date right" jake finally spoke 
                          
"Yeah" i managed to say
                          
"Well you can't" my heart felt like it had been ripped into two "simply because your my little sister, your my band mate and it just wouldn't work and your both so young like what's the rush your both only 14 how could you possible love each other" jake basically spat in discuss.
                          
I felt like my whole world had just came tumbling down on me. 
                          
By now everyone was stood in the kitchen mouths wide open just staring at me charlie and jake but I decided to take this further I'm not having my brother telling me who I can and can't date. 
                          
"what do you mean no did you not hear jake we love each other and yes as crazy as it may sound we are in love so get used to it" I screamed at him.
                          
I saw his face grew redder and redder he looked like he was about to explode.
                          
"Oh grow the fuck up you don't even know the meaning of the word love your just kids for God sake" he yelled
                          
Before I could defend me and Charlie even thurther james stepped in.
                          
"Wait so does that mean that me and Sophie shouldn't be dating then because believe it or not mate we've been together for a year now so that's obviously true love isn't it and were only 15 I don't understand why your making such a big deal out of this for mate they only wanna date god" james yelled in my brothers face.
                          
I saw james pulled Sophie closer to him as she look a bit scared from what just happened. 
                          
Before another word could be spoken jake walked out. Gone.
                          
I started to cry. I hated fighting with jake.
                          
I barged through everyone and ran upstairs to my room throwing myself on my bed and letting my tears hit the pillow.
                          
I heard a knock at my door.
                          
"GO AWAY" I screamed
                          
"Jess its reece please let me in I need to tell you something" I heard a strong northern accent echo throw my door
                          
I stood up and unlocked the door revealing reece standing there. He instantly pulled me into a tight hug.
                          
"jess promise you'll listen to me okay I know I haven't know you or charlie or jake or any of the boys that long but let me tell you one thing both those boys love you so much and jake is only trying to protect you but you really shouldn't let him stand in the way of and Charlie you were made for each other you know" he said calmly 
                          
The only person I wanted right now was charlie. My charlie.
                          
"Thanks for that reece I really appreciate the advise but would you get charlie to come up please I just really need to speak to him" I sniffed
                          
"Sure thing I'll go get him now if you need anything just text I'll be downstairs with the others" he said smiling at me before walking back downstairs to get charlie.
                          
I sat down on my bed waiting for him to come in. As he walked in he had big red puffy eyes. Had he been crying? 
                          
He instantly embraced me into a big hug.
                          
"You really don't understand how much I need you" he whispered in my ear.
                          
What am I going to do? 
                          
"Charlie I'm not sure if this is the right thing to do but I don't care I just need you and only you so we're not going to tell jake but if you still want to go out with me then were on" I spoke as charlie wiped away a few more of my tears 
                          
"Of course princess I love you" he said before leaning in allowing his lips to attach to mine. 
                          
I felt his hot breathe lingering all over my lips making me go all tingly inside sending shivers down my spine his lips were so soft and such a perfect fit for mine.
                          
We both pulled away.
                          
"I love you too" I smiled as he leaned in for another kiss with a cheeky grin on his face.

                          
A/N this is probably going to be my last chapter before Christmas but I hope you all have a wonderful day tomorrow and get everything you want including stereo kicks under your tree lol. Merry Christmas x