~ Eddie ~
I felt my chest get tight as i drove away on my bike.
He went with Connor.
I shouldn't have broken up with him.
I have to talk to him.
Later i'll text him.
I don't wanna lose him.
I don't know why i broke up with him.
I have to figure out the truth about this situation.
What if he doesn't wanna talk to me?
I shouldn't talk to him.
I'll just leave it alone for now...
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~ Richie ~
I left connors neck COVERED in hickeys.
He gave me two on my neck because i didn't want a lot.
I don't want it to be obvious but i think it definitely is.
We road home.
I went back to my house and i opened the door.
My mom was taking a nap and my dad was at work.
I walked into my room and just layed on my bed, starring at the ceiling.
I know this isn't right, i should work for the relationship back... i really love Eds... we have more potential.
He probably doesn't wanna talk to me though.
He's probably sick of me.
That's probably why we got in a fight about something so small, he's probably just getting sick of me.
Everyone does eventually.
moving on is good for me... right?
I'll just sleep on it.
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I woke up for school the next day.
I got up and threw on a baby pink hoodie and some black ripped jeans because today is a lazy day.
I feel like i lost the love of my life.. but he's the one who lost me.
He broke up with me.
I went on with my day and did my hair.
I brushed my teeth and grabbed my bag and glasses before heading out.
I left on my bike and started riding.
Unfortunately i've run into Eds on his way to school.
We locked eye contact making my eyes obviously go off the road making me crash into a trash can.
Good thing it was empty.. but that's not the point.
"Rich oh my god are you okay?!?" Eddie dropped his bike running over to me.
"Yeah Eddie i'm fine." I said helping myself up.
"Can we.. Can we talk?" Eddie asked.
"I guess, but we will be late" i said rolling my eyes.
"it's okay, this is more important" Eddie said.
"What is it?" I asked him.
"Richie, i love you, you know that. i was just mad because i was scared" Eddie said.
"Scared of what?" I asked him.
"That i was gonna lose you... but i ended up just pushing you farther away" Eddie said.
"Eds, you know i love you right. like i really do love you, i wasn't going to leave you for anyone" i said.
Despite what happened with me and conner, i was feeling lonely and tried filling the void Eddie felt with someone new.
It didn't feel right.
"I know Rich... i just love you so much... i'm constantly scared you are gonna leave me for someone better" Eddie said.
"Eds ur the best i'm gonna get. i'm back now and you don't have to worry about anything" I said smiling hugging him.
"I love you"
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A/N: OKAY EVERYONE THAT IS A RAP TO THIS FANFIC FOR NOW!!! IM DONE WITH IT FOR NOW BUT MAYBE IN THE FUTURE ILL UPDATE- IDK BUT I HOPE YOU LIKED IT :))))
