WARNING!!!
- SERIOUSLY CRINGE
- SELF HARM
- MY FIRST BOOK
A family was broken in half, a mother and father divorce. The mother taking the son and the father taking the daughter. The son was only 5 and the daughter was only 3. The son has grown up...
I'm so happy we're working on our 3rd album. I never would have thought that our band would make it this far, or this famous. I'm really proud of myself and my best friends that I prefer to call my brothers.
I have worked a lot on this 3rd album and we decided to name the album Youngblood. Pretty cool right? If you don't think so, you should leave. No negative people are allowed here.
For a few days I have been working really hard on a song for my amazing, smart, and beautiful girlfriend Faith. I named the song When You Walk Away. I started it but my problem is I keep coming up with new ideas so I keep erasing what I wrote before and write something else but since this had been happening so much, I just left the page blank except the title. I want to keep it that way because I want it to have something to do with when we were in school together.
Sometimes when the house is extremely quiet, I like to stare up at the ceiling and think back to those moments with Faith. I can't stand it when she goes somewhere sometimes. I know I sound clingy but I can't stand not being with her. I want to make her happy, that's my goal everyday is to see her smile.
I was currently coming home from recording at the studio with the guys. It's funny because we're all serious at first but then after a while we can't focus and we goof off a lot. I sometimes don't understand how our girlfriends deal with us.
I pulled up onto the driveway and turned my car off, I got out of my car and walked up to the front door. Right when I was outside the front door, I heard the piano playing inside. I slowly opened the front door, I stepped inside and slowly closed the door behind me. I looked in the livingroom and saw Faith, playing the piano and I leaned against the doorway and watched her. I took my phone out and took a picture of her.
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"If today I woke up with you right beside me Like all of this was just some twisted dream I'd hold you closer than I ever did before And you'd never slip away And you'd never hear me say I remember the day you told me you were leaving I remember the make-up running down your face And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them Like every single wish we ever made I wish that I could wake up with amnesia And forget about the stupid little things Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you And the memories I never can escape. Cause I'm not fine at all No, I'm really not fine at all Tell me this is just a dream Cause I'm really not fine at all." Faith sang beautifully as she played the piano. I never thought of playing Amnesia on the piano but, that honestly almost made me cry. Faith rarely sings because she thinks she's not good at it. I started clapping which cause Faith to jump.
"Oh my god, Luke!" Faith says as she put her hand over her chest. "You scared me." She laughs nervously.
"I'm sorry Cupcake." I reply as I walked over to her and sat down next to her at the piano. She rested her head on my shoulder which caused me to smile.
"Question," Faith starts, she took her head off my shoulder and looked up at me. "How long were you standing there?"
"Long enough to hear my girlfriends beautiful voice." I respond as I tucked a stray piece of her hair behind her ear, earning a smile to grow on her face which melted my heart.
"Well first of all, who's a lead singer here? You are, so I'm not that good." Faith tells me as she poked my cheek which made me blush profusely.
"That doesn't matter, you have an amazing voice that could make birds sing with you." I tell her.
"I'm not a Disney princess." She replies. I then stared into her eyes, I took her glasses off of her and put them on myself.
"You are to me." I say honestly.
"Oh?" Faith cocked an eyebrow. "So... does that make you my prince charming?"
"You got it." I winked at her and we both laugh. Our eyes met, and I looked at her lips and then back up at her eyes. I saw a smile grew on her face and she leaned towards me and I leaned towards her. Our lips met in a kiss and I found myself melting into the kiss, the feeling of her soft lips on mine and the scent of her strawberry perfume that she knew I loved. We released and I studied her facial features.
"I love you so much." I tell her. I saw her cheeks grow a rosy red.
"I love you too my baby Penguin." Faith replies with a cute smile.
"I love that nickname." I tell her as I smiled.
"That's because you live Penguins." She replies. "I'm going to go take a long hot shower and maybe we could-"
"Cuddle?" I finished her sentence, she smiled and nodded.
"You read my mind." She says as she stood up and kissed my forehead before she went upstairs. I smiled at the fuzzy feeling I was feeling inside. I'm completely in love with her, and I don't have a single problem with that.
I went upstairs to our bedroom and grabbed my notebook and started to write the song that I didn't finish but since I was just having a moment with her, I have an idea about what I'm going to write...
When You Walk Away
Cut me open, take my heart So we'll never be apart Don't you let it go to waste
Such a sentimental love, in a cynical world My feelings get the best of me (uh-huh, uh-huh) I messed it up before, so I'm almost pretty sure My karma got the best of me (uh-huh, uh-huh)
[Pre-Chorus] I'm bad at letting go Won't you let me down easy? I can't let you go, so
[Chorus] When you walk away Cut me open, take my heart So we'll never be apart Don't you let it go to waste When you walk away I can feel it in my bones, you don't love me anymore Make it worth all of the pain When you walk away, yeah
I've been dreaming like a fool, in a nightmare of a world It's bringing out the worst in me (uh-huh, uh-huh) Shook me to the core, my optimism floored My karma got the worst of me (uh-huh, uh-huh)
[Pre-Chorus] I'm bad at letting go Won't you let me down easy? I can't let you go, so
[Chorus] When you walk away Cut me open, take my heart So we'll never be apart Don't you let it go to waste When you walk away I can feel it in my bones, you don't love me anymore Make it worth all of the pain When you walk away, yeah
[Bridge] I'm so bad at letting go How do you make it look so easy? I'm so bad at letting go How do you make it look so easy?
[Chorus] Cut me open, take my heart So we'll never be apart Don't you let it go to waste When you walk away I can feel it in my bones, you don't love me anymore Make it worth all of the pain When you walk away
[Outro] I'm so bad at letting go How do you make it look so easy? When you walk away I'm so bad at letting go How do you make it look so easy? When you walk away
