"Okay" well now I'm really confused "what did you want to talk to me about then?"
                          
"Are you sure you still like her? And okay I know I sound crazy but you said it yourself that she's changed. Also. . . I think you might have a thing for someone else" Oh no. . I should've known she would figure it out. "So tell me honestly. . . are you only going out with Dani so because you can't get Brittany?"
                          
"Stop it! Do not bring Brittany into this" I can't believe I even have to have this conversation. 
                          
"Is it because of her having aspergers?" I never told her about Brittany having aspergers.
                          
"Uh. . . How did you know that Britt has aspergers?"
                          
"Uh. . ummm. . Rachel told me" she blurted out of nowhere.
                          
"Okay well that doesn't matter. to answer your original question it doesn't matter whether I like Brittany or not because God knows that she could even ever like me back!"
                          
"She a person Santana!" She snapped. Quinn doesn't normally get mad about this kind of stuff but I guess I'm always learning new things. . .
                          
"Look it doesn't matter" I honestly just wanted to change the subject "what are you going to do while I'm out?" 
                          
"Me and Rachel are going to watch some movies at her place" she now sounded annoyed probably because I changed the subject.
                          
Knock Knock
                          
"Well uh. . . I gotta. Soooo bye Quinn!"
                          
"Sure, whatever"

                          
(Brittany POV)

                          
I had spent the entire afternoon in the library to finish one of my essays and now I could finally get home. I had just submitted it and now heading back to my dorm only when I got there I opened the door and found someone in my bed.  I had to check that Rachel was in the other bed and she was. Why was someone in my bed? And who was in my bed? I walked closer to the person and saw. . . Quinn. What was Quinn doing in my bed and where was I going to sleep? Wait a minute, if Quinn was in my bed then that means her bed would be empty. I haven't seen Santana in over a week so this will probably be really awkward but hey, I'm used to awkward.
                          
I made my way over to Santana and Quinn's dorm and knocked on the door. I don't even know what I'm doing if she wanted to see my face she wouldn't have been avoiding me for the past week. I saw the door swing open and Santana was right in front of me with a blank expression.
                          
"Brittany?" She continued to stare at me. Was she angry? Was she sad? I couldn't tell she was showing no emotion.
                          
"Um. . . Hi Santana" I wasn't really sure if she'd be able to hear what I was saying since I was mumbling.
                          
"Have you seen Quinn?"
                          
"Uh yeah. She's um. . . sleeping in my bed. Which is why I wanted to ask you if I could sleep in Quinn's bed. Sooo can I sleep in Quinn's been tonight?" I looked down at Santana to see her with furrowed eyebrows.
                          
"You couldn't have just woken her up?"
                          
"I hadn't actually thought of that" why didn't I think of that? That would have made things so much easier. Dammit Brittany!
                          
"Well, yeah you can. Come on in" she giggled a little
                          
I went into the dorm and hopped straight into Quinn's bed. 
                          
"Santana can I ask you something?"
                          
"Yeah sure what's up?"
                          
"Why have you been ignoring me?"
                          
(Santana POV)
                          
Well if I didn't feel like shit before then I definitely did now. "I don't know what you're talking ab-"
                          
"Is It because I have aspergers syndrome?" I looked over at Britt and saw that her eyes were getting a little teary.
                          
"Oh God Britt no no no no no. don't EVER think that. I would never ignore you because of that" I walked over to her and pulled her into a tight embrace.
                          
"So why have you been ignoring me?" I should just tell her. . .
                          
"Look Britt I've just been confused about my emotions"
                          
"Do you wanna talk about it?" She looked so concerned for my well-being. God this girl is great. "I'm a good listener I promise"
                          
"Tonight I went on a date with my ex. We dated when we were sixteen and she um. . .outed me in front of the entire school then uh cheated in me"
                          
"Why would you go on a date with her!?"
                          
"She has changed a lot. But that's not why I went on a date with her. I went on a date with her . . . to get you off my mind"
                          
"What?" She looked hurt. Oh God this is why I shouldn't do this I can't hurt her.
                          
"I'm just going to say it as it is. I like you Britt. I don't know what else to say." Her face broke out in the biggest smile. God she's so beautiful. Argh why am I so whipped!?
                          
"So why did you need to get me out of your mind?" Her bashful smile was quickly replaced with confusion.
                          
"Britt you are way too good for me. I haven't been in a serious relationship since Dani and I'm sacred I'll hurt you. I'm terrible at the whole dating thing"
                          
"Well. . . Since i've never been in a relationship I'm also horrible at the whole dating thing" She was being overly enthusiastic considering what she was saying. "So. . . two negatives. . . that means positive!!"
                          
"Britt don't get me wrong that adorable but a relationship isn't math" Her shoulders seemed to slump down.
                          
"Please!! Can we at least go on a date?"
                          
"Britt-"
                          
"I'll pay! I promise!" 
                          
"Okay. . . fine"
                          
"YAY!" She hugged me and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I think I felt my body freeze. Oh God if I react this way from a kiss on the cheek then all hell will break loose if I make to her lips. 
                          
I can't believe I just agreed to go on a date with her. This might be the best thing that's ever happened to me. If I screw this up then I don't think I'll ever be able to forgive myself.
                          
AN : sorry I haven't updated as much. I've just started back at school and I've had a lot of stuff I've had to deal with. Still will update as much as possible though. 💜