Chapter 4

                                    

                                          
(Santana POV)
                          
One week. It's been one week since Brittany and I have spoken. I feel awful like I'm missing something and I know that something is Brittany but I just can't. Quinn promised to take me out for lunch to try to cheer me up, I still haven't told her about why I've been so down but she knows somethings up. 
                          
We grabbed our food and found somewhere to sit.
                          
"Santana are you sure you're okay? Actually you know what? Don't answer that I know you're not. Will you just tell me what's wrong?" She narrowed down her eyes at me...
                          
"Look Qui-"
                          
"Santana?" I heard a familiar voice come from behind me. I couldn't quite tell who it was but before I turned around to see I saw Quinn with wide eyes. I began to panic. I turned around and I felt my heart sink.
                          
"D-Dani?" I can't believe she is here. My only girlfriend i've ever had who broke my heart is standing 4 feet away from me.
                          
"I'm gonna go to the b-bathroom" Quinn rushed off leaving me and Dani alone.
                          
"You look good" she gave me a weak smile.
                          
"Y-yeah I do" I couldn't even think I looked up at her only to see her with a puzzled look on her face. The next thing I knew she broke out into a fit of giggles. "Oh! U-uh you also l-look g-good"
                          
She quieted down her laughter "thanks" this time she gave me a smile. That smile. The smile she used to give me. "Okay so I spotted you about 5 minutes ago and I've been trying to figure out how to say this. We left the whole 'us' thing on a bad note and I was just thinking that maybe you and me can grab dinner tonight. You know, we can catch up and I can say the things that I've hated myself for for the past 2 years" wait was she asking me on a date? Wait no. she never said date she just said catch up.
                          
"Uh. . . sure" I gave her a genuine smile.
                          
She thanked me then walked away before I was let my thoughts send me down a black hole Quinn came back from the 'bathroom'.
                          
"Santana explain yourself right now!" She shot me her signature glare.
                          
"Look Quinn, can we. . . can we just talk about when we get back the dorms? I just really want to eat my lunch if that's alright"
                          
"fine" she huffed.
                          
We ate the rest of lunch in silence unless you count the awkward     small talk we made for about 15 seconds which gave me some time to think. What was I getting myself into? What if she thinks it was a date? This was the girl who broke my heart. Right? Was this even the same girl that I dated? I mean, she did look a lot more mature and grown up. We were 16 when we dated so she could have changed. . . 

                          
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I gave Dani my address and she was coming to pick me up in half an hour. I explained everything to Quinn and she wasn't really happy and I was just waiting for her to give me the talk.
                          
"Santana can we talk" Speak of the devil. Here we go. . .
                          
"Yeah, what's up"
                          
"Don't"
                          
"Look you don't get to decide who I go out with"
                          
"Yeah I know, I'm not going to make you do anything but I just want to suggest that you don't"
                          
"Look did you see Dani? She's changed and by the looks of it for the better, so I don't know what you're so worried about"
                          
"You know I agree" Wait what!? Quinn is agreeing with me? "Dani had changed. She honestly doesn't look like she'd hurt you but that's not what I wanted to talk to you about"