Chapter 13 | Lost

                                    

                                          
TRIGGER WARNINGS
Some of you may find this cringe or funny, so goodluck
(I changed the pronouns from She-Her to They-Them)
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Y/N liked the silence. It was peaceful and relaxing. It was nice way to clear out her mind. 
Yet Y/N hated the silence. It could sometimes give chills up your spine. The silence makes Y/N feel so anxious and panicked, it would make them feel so sick they would start to throw up. The silence  makes her overthink too much.  To the point where all Y/N could hear were their demons and insecurities screaming at them. 
Y/N went out of their bedoom, their black eyes scanning the hallway, hoping to find any country they knew to let them roam around this goddamn bigass mansion.
They were desperate to do something entertaining, Y/N had always had a problem in finding a hobby, considering they would always loose their interest in it. Whenever they tried to draw, it's like they forgot everything they learned, they're mind couldn't think of anything. Whenever they do manage to draw, the head would always turn out weird, and mutated. Like it came from another planet. And Y/N is not even exaggerating. But then again, Y/N had black eyes, and thats weird, and creepy. So they had  honestly no right to judge.
Their light footsteps echoed around the hallways, it honestly gave them a bit of anxiety, it was like playing a horror game and a jumpscare comes out of nowhere, something like that. Y/N frowned, sweat dripping down from their face. What am I doing? Is this even worth it? They'll probably just decline anyway. Y/N didn't want to embarrass or rather make a fool out of themselves. So they decided to head back to their little cave. Y/N sighed in frustration. They should've thought this true. They muttered to themselves and proceeded to walk back to her bedroom, wanting to forget that this ever happened...Y/N has a love-hate relationship with silence. Sometimes its calming, sometimes it just gives you chills  down your spine.
As if on cue, France walked out of her own room. Y/N turned around, their brows furrowing. Well fuck my life. No turning back now. Congrats Y/N! You fucked up like always. Mission accomplished. Y/N saw that Miss France looked kind of pissed, maybe Y/N did something wrong? We're they going to kick Y/N out? But it also looked like she was in a rush, which suprised Y/N considering France seemed calm most of the time. 
Well Miss France isn't in a good mood, so why be a burden and disturb her? Y/N thought to themselves, attempting to walk away, like they were never there. As France's  eyes landed on Y/N's, her expression immediatly changed.
"Mon chère! What are you doing here?" She said as crouches down to match Y/N'S height, staring into Y/N's blindfold. Fucking giants
"Mmm nothing much, I was just bored thats all-" Y/N said nervously, its like they lost all of her social skills in the speed of light..
 Did they forget to take their pills? God, how could they forget? "Miss France I was just wondering if I could roam around- I'm getting pretty bored and stuff- And uhh... Haha.. " They looked up to see France's face, which was deep in thought. "Its totally fine if you wouldn't let me though! I know you guys don't really trust me- not that it hurts me anyways so like I totally understand how you feel Miss France! Haha... Uh maybe I should to now? Well sorry for disturbing you again I'm super sorry and-" Y/N struggled to smile, they wanted to cry, right there, right now. Why didn't I take my pills today this  so fucking stupid. I'm just making a fool out of myself.