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I came out from the just wearing tight shorts, and my dark green sweater. Because the weather is really cold today. I stretch my self infront of the bathroom. And saw Zayns eyes. Are locked with me.
His eyes are filled with surpirsed. Maybe because of me. "Like what you're seing?" I ask. Teasing him. "Hell yeah" I giggles at his words, and jump to my bed. Zayn stood up for a second to put his phone to the table. And.. he's only wearing a Boxer.
Which is hanging dangerously.
Shit..shit..shit...
"Like what you're seing?" He says. Following my accent. "Whatever" i said. I closed my body with my blanket, so did Zayn. "Night, Zayn" i said. "Night Amanda"
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--Zayn's POV--
"Don't"
"Please"
"No"
"No!"
I instantly got up when i heard a screaming. I look around me and saw nothing.
Maybe it's just a dream.
"Please!" My head snaps to Amanda. I jump out of bed and fast-walking to her. I shake her up so that she could wake up. "Amanda! Amanda! Wake up!" I shake her once more, and her eyes finnaly opens. She quickly sit up, her breathing is so fast, her body is full with sweat, her body is shaking. And it hit me. This is the dreams that Pams talking about.
She had this nightmares. "Amanda?" I slowly put my hand on her shoulder but she instantly jumped out of bed when i touched her. "Hey.. Hey, it's okay. It's just me" i slowly got up to her.
"Z-zayn? What are you doing here?" She doesn't remembers? Are those dreams are that bad? "I slept here remember?" I said. "Zayn?" I take one step closer to her, slowly. Trying to not let her freak. "Yes. It's me babe. It's me" I held the both of her hand. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to wa-" "It's okay. It's okay" I push her so that she is in my arms. Safe.
I take a sit on her bed, and open my legs. I pull Amanda and told her to sit between my legs. She did what i told her to.
I pull her, so that her back is tight on my chest. I put my arms around her, and softly rubbing her tigh. Her breathing has got slower. "You okay?" I said. Giving a light kiss on her cheek. "Y-yeah" she says. Softly. "Are you sure?" "No"
Maybe i should tell her. That her mom told me about what happend with her on her past.
"Listen Amanda" i said. Squeezing her hand a little. "I-i know what happend to you when you were young"
--Amanda's POV--
"I-i know what happend to you when you were young" what does he means?
"About you and your ex" my body is completely frozen. How did he know? How the fuck did he know? Did Lilian told him? Oh my god! I'm gonna ki-"Your mother told me" I closed my eyes.
That shit!
"I know you must hated her because she told me, but please don't" why do you care? "I care because now, i know why are you so afraid. Why is there a whole in your eyes. I know now"
He take a deep breath first, and squeezes my hand. "Uh-i just want you to know that. That is his lost. He's a stupid ass hole to give you up" i let out a small smile because of his words. "I know that you don't deserve that. God! You don't" he shakes his head.
"But, i wan't you to just let him go. He's no use for you, Amanda. There are a lot of people who cares for you, who loves you so much"
Yeah right.
"Like who?" I snapped at him. Maybe i should not do that to him. He was only want to help me out. And here i am. Being a bitch.
"Hm.. let me guess. Oh yeah, Calvin, Lilian, as much i hate to say it. Harry" i laugh a bit at him. "Your da-" "George" i said. Cutting him off. "Fine. George" i gave him a nod.
"Niall, Louis, my pals. Your mother-" "Yeah right" i rolled my eyes. "Amanda" he pushed me off from his arms, and made me turn around at him. "No matter how you hate her, or whatever. She's still your mother" He says. "Yeah i know that Zayn. But, she isn't there when i ne-" "I know babe, i know. She told me. She said that she would never could forgive her self, Amanda" Zayn says. Cupping my face.
I sigh, and look down. "Zayn, i'm tired" I said. Refusing to talk about this further. He sighs, but nodded. "Okay" Zayn stood up, and walk to Lilians bed.
"Zayn" i said. While i sat down. "Do you mind to sleep on my bed? I don-" "Okay, if that's what you want" he says. I nodded. He flashes a smile to me and walk to my bed.
Zayn crawls on my other side. He takes the blanket and closes our body with the soft blanket.
He put his hand around me and pushes me closer to him. My back is on his chest. It felts warm in his arms.
Somehow, i feel safe with him.
Safe
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