Seth POV:
A tear falls from my eye when I hear that raspy voice. A voice that I was longing to hear. It leaves me speechless. I look down at the feather, and it glistens lightly before disappearing. I place my hand on his and turn into his arms to stop the journey of my sight at him.
Dean!
I feel blissful deep in my heart when I utter his name under my breath. I stare at him with so many emotions in my heart. Like water reaching the roots, I found him. I want to kiss him all over his face and hold him with me until I believe it's not a dream. I lift my hand to run over his face and let out a slight smile.
My hard work doesn't fail, and I see him finally. A flower explodes inside my soul, all my sorrows and pains are vaporized. I met him in this forest a long three and a half years ago, and our love had started to bloom here. This forest has a lot of memories of us, and it is one of the remarkable places in our love life. So it has been declared as the forest of Ambrollins!
Even the smallest distance between us hurt me. I can't stay away from Dean anymore because I do it a lot already. I throw myself over him and cry into his arms, holding him close to me. I won't let him leave me again for any reason. I will scold him later for giving me a punishment to stay away from him.
Before I decide to move on my own, he pulls me away from him and looks into my eyes. "Oh, do you scare of this dreary night? Maybe. Get out of here before I do something to you." He says in an arrogant tone.
I search into his eyes for the love in me, but I get nothing. In the winds that blow, I sense a new fragrance, but it's not good. I don't know what is going on around me. His eyes show he has no feelings for me. How? I won't doubt that he's my Dean, but he's so distant from all his activities. Why?
"Dean.." I place my hand on his cheek and brush it gently, trying to bring him from whatever spell that he's tangled up.
Without caring, he pushes me back into the tree and presses his hand on my throat. "How do you know my name, baby boy?" He asks and presses his hand further on my throat when I don't reply. There is nothing to worry about because even the moon has black shades, and he has come to me, anyway.
He moves his face to my neck and breathes my scent. "You smell nice, so I don't want to destroy a beautiful creature like you. Spill it out. How do you know my name?" He asks through gritted teeth.
I get scared of his attitude because he won't show this behavior to me before. It's all new to me. Why does he not remember me? What has happened to him? I have many questions in my mind just like this, and I know I won't make any answer from him if I ask so. Godmother can only help me and give me the answers that I want. Yeah!
Before I do anything, I need to make him let go of me. I know his character well, and he likes people to praise him. I have to use that technique if I need to be free from him. I signal him to take his hand away from my throat and let me take a breath.
To be a surprise, he does so. When he moves his hand away from me, I cough several times and take my own time to give him a sufficient answer. "H-How could no one know about you? Hmm... You are handsome, great, good-"
He cuts me off and shakes his head. "Nah, I'm not good as you think. What are you doing here?" He asks and keeps eye contact with me, those intense blue eyes burning a hole in my head. He moves his mouth to my ear and asks, "Are you wandering here to offer this beauty to someone?"
I look at him unbelievably and shove him away from me. It's ridiculous! I forgot just a moment that he was my Dean when he was talking like shit. I walk past him as I think about our conversation. All my everything belongs to him, and he knows that well. So he shouldn't have talked to me like I'm a whore or something... I curse under my breath and clench my fists, trying hard not to hurt anyone on the way.
I stop on the track when I remember what I'm doing. Oh, shit! I slap my head in annoyance and run over to him, but he is not there. What? My heart beats fast when I realize that I have missed him again. "Dean!" I tug my hair frustratedly and search for him in the entire forest, using my vampire speed with hope in my heart, but...
I return to my house and pace everything violently when I can't find him. It's all my fault. I shouldn't get away from him, whatever had happened. Finally, I missed the one again who melted in my love. "I lost you.." I cry hard as I hold my husband's locket and lean against the wall without having any hope. I should be punished. I wipe my tears away when I see the reflection of myself in the mirror.
I look around and grab a vase from the nearby table to throw at the mirror. Just like my heart, the mirror breaks into million pieces. I glance at the shreds and walk over to them, having one thing on mind. That's ending my life! I pick a shred and place it on my wrist to cut the nerve, not wanting to live anymore. My love for him is true.
When I'm about to tear my skin, I feel a pain in my heart, so I put the shred down and rub my chest gently. It feels that the heart has gone from its place. Why? My mind is filled with questions again which have no answers. I need a hint at least about what's going on. As I rub my aching heart, I remember the moment that Godmother Beth Phoenix has shown to me.
When the Nosferatu vampire dug his finger into my Dean's heart, I could feel the pain. It means Dean can also feel the pain in my heart. Maybe his heart gets suffered because of my decision and lets me know he is with me. Even though his heart separated from his body, it would become one with mine. It's what love!
If I make any wrong decision, it'll not only hurt me but will also hurt him. I understood the logic. I won't hurt him, even if I need to suffer my entire life. I calm myself and sit on the bed, picturing the whole moment with him in the forest. My head hurts as I think about it, so I bite my nail nervously and stare at the floor.
Shit! I forgot to tell my friends that I saw him. They would search for him, still in the complete state. I take my phone out and call Roman to inform him that I have met Dean. He gets happy and tells me that he will return here soon. I repeat the process with Carmella and Alexa, and they also tell the same as my cousin. I told them everything that happened in the forest with Dean, but not his behavior.
I clasp my hands together and think about how to find him again. Within a few seconds, I sigh and stand in the middle of the room with my eyes closed. I open my arms in the air to darken the room and blow a candlelit in the middle to pray to Godmother. To raise the pain in my heart, she doesn't appear in front of me this time, and I don't know why. Did I make any mistakes?
I check everything and pray to her again, but she still doesn't appear. What happened? I get frustrated and shove the candle away like a maniac. Nothing helps me on my painful days. I'm trying to fight fate, but nothing has changed. I get out of the house and wander around the forest in search of him, but he doesn't get into my eyes.
The sky gets brighter, but my life is still darker. Whatever happened was the fault of time. Love is innocent, and we both deserve to be a part of it. I put the hoodie up over my head and bear Dean's locket in my hand. I kneel in the middle of the forest and look up at the sky. "Where are you, Dean?"
