More Lost Than Ever Before...

                                    

                                          
I am so lost... I feel empty... I felt better in Rito Village... I... This... I just...
                          
I can't stand the thoughts that crash around my skull... They are endless, deafening... they don't even care anymore.
                          
After, well, everything happened, I went back to Vah Medoh - She just went on autopilot, I didn't even bother to work out where I was going... in the morning, I landed here.
                          
There is an isolated little village on the edge of the Faron region known as Lurelin Village. It's quite beautiful here. The palm trees surround the village, and everyone is kind to me. If I bring terror, well... maybe I will. I seem to have a curse... I couldn't bear for this village to be destroyed.
                          
I met Kass today... it feels like an age since I've seen him, I haven't noticed how much I've missed him. I've been too wrapped up in loving... her...
                          
I can't even bear to say her name. It is bitter on my tongue. The hurt is too fresh, it stings too much. It's like she squeezed lemon juice and salt into my hurt from Lasli... I wonder if this will ever turn to hatred.
                          
Anyway, Kass is quite good. He recently met a Shekiah, the court poet of Hyrule Castle actually... they have become mentor and apprentice. Kass is getting really amazing at accordion...
                          
I showed him my gale today... I hope he stays in Lurelin Village for a bit longer, he's almost got it. I'm really happy I can pass on my skill.
                          
I don't think I can be a champion anymore. Not while she is one. I couldn't stand to be near her when she is a cruel as she was to me that day. I can't stand her. I just can't.
                          
You know how I wrote that I wouldn't mind being her suitor?
                          
She deserves those ones who only care about her money...
                          
Because that would be the worst job imaginable.