Chapter thirty one

                                    

                                          
55  votes for the next update?
_______________________
                          
JUNGKOOK'S POV
                          
"Here." 
                          
I kept a cup of lemon balm tea on the table for Noona. Ever since in the car she has been tensed. I wish she could tell me. She sat on my desk chair looking around my room while I seated myself on the bed. 
                          
"Didn't know you like iron man?" She teased me and pointed towards my two iron man posters. "I'm a big fan." 
                          
Her eyes went on each and every pictures I had on the wall beside my desk. It was filled with pictures starting from my childhood. My whole life was on the wall. 
                          
"What is that picture?" She stood up and went to look at the one specific picture. I immediately stood up trying to catch her but was too late to stop her. 
                          
"Wait!" She said when I held her hand. She was already crouching down to see it properly. I bit my lip hoping for her to not freak out. 
                          
"That's me.." she whispered. I continued to stay behind her admiring the picture as her fingers stroked the black and white print. 
                          
She was drinking coffee while looking to the side. Her eyes looked big and beautiful with her messy hair falling imperfectly on her side. She looked real.. natural and beautiful. 
                          
That time, I had to stand on the stairs when she gave me a break. It was difficult to hide from that angle but I clicked it quickly when she got distracted by something. 
                          
"You have some skills Jungkook." She turned around with a smile on her face which eased my anxious heart. She didn't think that I was creep. Phew.. 
                          
I moved back to give her same space as she looked at other pictures commenting about them. Her voice seemed to fade away. I wasn't focusing anymore. Her back looked appealing and sexy. 
                          
My eyes were then fixed on a spot on her neck. The spot glistened in the dim lights. I suddenly found myself moving towards her. It was as if I had no control over myself. 
                          
She was always this attractive but right now, she looked ...
                          
Hypnotising. 
                          
MEERA'S POV
                          
I felt hands wrapped around my waist as Jungkook placed his head on my shoulders facing my neck. I placed my hands over his when the tip of his nose touched my neck. 
                          
Biting my lower lip I tilted my head to the side giving him more access to my neck. His lips came in contact with the shell of my ear as I held in a moan. Heat spread through my body while my heartbeat sped up to keep me alive so that I could enjoy the moment. 
                          
"noona.." 
                          
His voice sounded desperate and needy and his hold around my waist tightened to pull me closer. My legs were close to giving in to everything he had to offer. 
                          
"jungkook.." 
                          
He gently placed his lips on my neck and continued to trail butterfly kisses down my neck to my shoulders. I could hear his pants. He was breathless, like I was. He took his time before his finger started to slowly slide down the strap of my gown. I felt like warm breath over my neck before he swirled his tongue on my sweet spot. 
                          
He surely knows a lot for a virgin. 
                          
"noona." I didn't say anything. He slowly grazed his teeth on that spot waiting for a signal to do more. Being needy myself, I pushed my back against his chest for him to continue. 
                          
He bit my sweet spot and let his tongue do all the work. I could hear his groans which he was trying to suppress. A smile formed on my face realising that he was enjoying himself too. 
                          
He sucked on a patch before biting it again. Roughly. 
                          
My eyes snapped open in pleasure with a loud gasp escaping my cherry lips. The moment my eyes opened they found a particular picture print on the wall. My body froze and turned cold. What..
                          
"Noona?" 
                          
Jungkook sensed my movements. He came to my side and maintained a distance. "Noona I'm sorry. I just..I don't know what happened. Please. I'll ask for you permission if it happens again. Please don't hate me. P-please."  
                          
I couldn't give him a reply. I carefully looked at it. It had three boys playing PlayStation with snacks around them. 
                          
Jungkook.. Taehyung... 
                          
And
                          
Jimin.. 
                          
"Noona? Please say something." 
                          
Finally I turned to Jungkook who had his head down. I walked up to him and cupped his cheeks to make him look at me. His eyes were glistening with tears. My thumbs gently stroked his cheeks when those tears slipped out of his eyes. 
                          
"Jungkook.. I don't hate you. I could never hate a pure soul like you. And whatever you did, you had my consent." He nodded before I pulled his cheeks to scold him playfully, "and don't you dare apologise for that. It felt good." 
                          
Blush covered his cheeks as he brought his hands up to wipe his cheeks and cover his face. I removed his hands before claiming his lips and kissing them in a soft and slow kiss. 
                          
"But noona..what happened?" He asked when we pulled away, referring to the moment when I froze. 
                          
"It was .." I simply held his hand and pointed at the picture. "How do you know him?"
                          
My finger was on Jimin. Jungkook sat on the bed and I made myself comfortable on the chair. He was quiet for a long while and I gave him some time. He looked nervous for some reason. It might be a sensitive topic for him. And even Yoongi is not here. 
                          
"That's Jimin hyung. He is my cousin for my mother's side. Our mothers are sisters. I met Tae hyung through Jimin hyung." 
                          
I waited again but he didn't say anything. So I decided to lead the conversation myself. I badly wanted to know a lot of things. 
                          
"Where is he now?" 
                          
"Why do you want to know about him Noona?" His voice was low as if he was about to cry again. I felt bad but I ..  I'm sure that he wasn't jealous. So I decided to be honest with him. Partly. 
                          
"I know Jimin." He looked into my eyes, confused, and I gave him a small smile. "I met him when I was young. I just want to know if he is doing okay. That's it." 
                          
His eyes dropped and soon I could hear small cries in the room. He slid down and sat on the floor while his hands covered his face. He began to sob loudly. I quickly went to him and wrapped my arms around him. 
                          
"Jungkook it's okay. You don't have to tell me. Please calm down." 
                          
I panicked seeing smoke behind his back. I rubbed his back to calm him down but he didn't. He pushed me away and continued to cry. His smoke getting darker and darker than before he screamed out loud. 
                          
Oh no.. not his arms! 
                          
He sniffed loudly and hastily wiped his tears before standing. I followed his movements and stood up too. His condition didn't look good and I somehow regret triggering him. 
                          
"You want to know right? I'll tell you Noona! But promise me that you won't hate me. Uh?" His eyes looked desperately in my direction. 
                          
"J-Jungkook-"
                          
"Promise me!" He yelled and tightly gripped my hands. He pulled me closer. His smokey hands getting bigger while his cries became louder. 
                          
"I killed him."
_____________________________
Oh yeah ❤️
What's the topmost thing in your bucket list? 
Mine is to travel around the world and experience different cultures ❤️