Chapter 32

                                    

                                          
Chris POV:
                          
The ride home was silent. Uncomfortably silent. Usually we'd talk, blast music and sing along. But now the only sound heard was the engine and the sound of the rain on the car. Arriving finally at her place, I quickly make my way to her house. Reaching the door, I quickly turn the key and get inside „Baba I'm home." I whisper to myself „But without you it doesn't feel like home..." I place down the keys and go to the fridge to cook myself dinner when I find a small box with my name on it. I open it and see leftovers from yesterdays dinner so I warm it in the microwave. The silence became unbearable so I put on some music. I ate my dinner in silence thinking about what she might do now. This house doesn't feel like home if Jesy's not around. No random screams of joy, no chaotic laughter, no singing and no dancing around. After I finished my dinner I cleaned up and got ready for bed. Laying down, I won't seem to get any rest. The already huge bed feels even bigger when she's gone. I turn around and lay down on her side, inhaling the remaining scent from her pillow until it became too much for me. I got up, packed some things and called my friend if I could stay over at his place. He agreed and picked me up. „Hey mate what's wrong?" I close the cardoor and he drives off „God I miss my girlfriend already so much and she has been gone for 8 hours. I don't wanna be at her house where everything reminds me of her." I wipe some tears „Gosh Chris you really must love her and miss her." „Yea I do Kem. I do." „Where is she by the way? I mean I heard rumors and I don't expect you to tell me but..." „Yea she's in the psych ward for three months." He nodds and pulls in the driveway „Here we are mate. Just make yourself comfortable and stay as long as she is there." He gives my back an encouraging pat and we get out „Thanks mate." I settle down in his guest bedroom and finally fall asleep.
                          
„Hey baba how are you?" „Take me out of here!" Her voice sounds desperate and broken „Help me." „Baba I wish I could but I can't reach you." I try grasping her but only grasp into the air. I watch as she is pulled back and tied to the bed „Chris help me!" She starts screaming and tries to escape the ropes that keep getting tighter around her. „Baba take my hand!" I reach out my hand and she tries to take it. Right where we almost touch, she is pulled back abruptly and can't move anymore „Chris help!" „I'm coming baby!" I run towards the bed and try loosening the ropes. As I try untying her, the ropes suddenly spark blades that cut deeply into her skin. She screams out and I feel the blades cutting my skin too. „Baba no!" „Take me out of this place!" The room turns darker until it's pitchblack. Her screams and cries mute until it's dead silent. „Jess?" My voice echoes but nothing happens. I look at my hands that still were oozing blood. I press on the wounds and walk around „Jesy where are you?" Nothing. I keep walking until my legs give in and I fall to the ground. I whimper one last time „Jess?" 
                          
My eyes shot open and I look around. I feel for Jesy next to me and panic when I don't feel her. I put on my phone flashlight and realize that I'm at Kem's place and Jesy is in the mental hospital. Normally she'd hug me and cuddle with me when I had a nightmare, which happens almost every night. But she isn't there so I go to my bag and take out a hoodie that she wore. Yes I took a hoodie from her that smells like her because I gave her one of mine since I know how homesick she gets. I just wanna have at least the impression she was next to me, so I lay down with the hoodie in my embrace and calming down and falling asleep again.


                          
Yeet sorry for this cheesy chapter lol. When I was at the psych ward I felt homesick after about two months. I don't get homesick that quickly but still I've been there for four months and that was fuckin long. Anyways thank you for 2K reads and all your lovely comments they honestly keep me motivated to update as regularly as I can❤️❤️❤️