BEST GIFT

                                    

                                          
I'm trying to blend in with the crowd, with the fans na nagkakagulo at gusto ng lumapit sa kanya. But Sejun seems undistracted, absorbed with his phone. 
Kahit ako hindi nya nakikita, hindi nya napapansin. Mas mabuti na rin siguro so I can just look at him without him looking at me, parang di ko kakayanin pang tumitig ulit sa mga mata nya.
                          
He's just leaning on the wall, as usual may kausap na naman sa phone. Smiling, waiting for someone I couldn't compete with. Ilang beses ko na rin bang naihagis, sinira ang cellphone nya? Di ko na mabilang. But he forgave me everytime, just like how I forgave him everytime he chose that someone over me.
                          
Then I saw Justin went out of the studio, wiping his sweat off with a towel. Kakatapos lang nitong mag practice for his solo performance. When I knew Sejun is not looking, I grabbed Justin's hand and brought him back inside.
                          
"J-jen? Ano ginagawa mo dito?" He looks shocked, of course he did not expect me to be here.
                          
Then I quickly took something off of my finger and gave it to Justin.
                          
"Jah, pakibigay naman kay Sejun" I took a deep breath, trying to hold back tears.
                          
"Jen engagement ring mo to"
                          
"I know, but I'm giving it back to him" 
                          
"Jen, no-"
                          
"Jah, ibinibigay ko na rin sya sayo"
                          
I sighed with relief when Justin agreed. 
And he walked away, knowing exactly where he is going.
                          
Dapat umalis na ako, tumakbo para hindi na masaktan lalo. But I want to see Sejun one last time, kahit sa malayo.
                          
Sejun hugged Justin when he saw him, sabay ngiti. Ang klase ng ngiti na para kay Justin lang. 
                          
Then I walked away, wiping my tears off, not knowing where to go.