My real mom is gone, now I'm alone
Buy not really alone, in this huge home
I'm with my family
I'm just living with my dad but he's working abroad
But I'm with my step mom and sister who often get mad
I'm doing the chores and I should of course!
Because if not, I'll get the spank
Yeah, I did it all but they still called me nothing and says I'm lazy.
They never appreciate what I did. They never saw what I've done.
But when something's wrong happen, it's me who they blame.
They always left me home spending the penny of my dad and with that, they're so glad
They're always with friends, shopping at the mall
I cooked, I cleaned, I wash clothes and plates
It's hard to admit but I'm just like their maid
My head aches, to the couch I tried to rest
I'm hungry but I can't stand up and go to ref
When they came, they saw me lying
My step mom starts scolding, to me she kept on spanking
Don't I have right to rest?
Don't I have the right to sit?
I'm weary and I'm tired of it!
In this life, I'm sick of it!
One time, I'm in my room, I'm writing stories and poems
When my step sis suddenly come in and I show her what I'm doing
And I thought she would call me to eat
But she get my pen and papers and throw it in a wastebasket
I stopped her but she just call it a shit
My tear fell, my heart aches
When the poems I made for them were just rejected like it's nothing.
But I'm used to it, they never supported me
I love doing it
But they hate me for doing it
I don't know why
But I can't find an answer to it
Now, I'm done doing the chores
And here I am writing again the story and poems
When my step mom suddenly pick and get it all
She scolds me again, saying I'm nothing
And saying that my piece were also nothing
She went outside and throw it all
She prepares the fire and was about to burn it all
But I stopped her, trying to beg her
I cried out loud, but she just pushed me so hard
Thankfully an unknown visitors came and I don't know who are they
I picked up all my piece, my pens and notebooks
I was about to go upstairs when I heard someone weeping in my mom's room
The door wasn't locked, it is a bit open so I peeped in it and I was surprised
The man was pointing a knife to my sister and my mom's neck with it's sharp point while the other one is getting a money
I don't know what to do but I ran immediately
I called the police and said that in our home, there's a robbery
After, I picked a thing that'll serves as my weapon
I tip toed and hit the man in his head
Mom and my sister get a chance to fought
She hit those men and were about to run outside
And when I saw a man who's about to stab my mom
I suddenly waylaid and I screamed when I felt its sharp in my body, it hurts!
I heard the police came, and the thieves were cornered
Now, I'm breathing heavily I'm drowning with my own blood
I looked at my sister and mom, whoa! They are not mad!
My mom caressed my face, while her tears are falling
She's not mad!
She's not scolding!
I was wondering.
Maybe I did a great thing?
I'm sleepy, my eyes are blurry.
But before I close my eyes, I saw her mouthed 'thank you and I'm sorry'
I smiled.
I felt happiness inside.
In the last minute of my life, I felt the love.
In the last minute of my life, someone was worried.
In the last minute of my life, I smiled.
Yes, I did smile before I died.
May 05, 2020
_meanieMe_
