We Meet Again

                                    

                                          
Scarlet's Outfit 🔝
                          
I took the wedding ring from the top of my dresser and wore it.
I bought it and sometimes I wear it to chase men away, it doesn't always work but its helps. I had no intentions of getting married, it just like Ariana Grande said,
                          
Wearing a ring but ain't gon be no Mrs.
                          
I ran the brush through my hair one more time before leaving.
Charlotte took Dior to school today on her way out.
                          
I grabbed my bag and left.
                          
"Set up a meeting with Miss. Rooney immediately" I told Sasha my personal assistant.
I buried myself in paper work and what not, but my mind kept wandering.
                          
Damon.
                          
Is he still alive,is he doing well, Is he married?.
Sometimes, I missed what we had or what I thought we had.
                          
I know that he broke me, just like dad broke mom, history repeated it self. But I could've stopped it but I was blinded by love. I was so stupid back then and I will try my best to make sure Dior doesn't do the same.
                          
Sometimes, I look back and cry. I know I'm supposed to be over that shit but I'm not and I don't know why.
                          
Its been eight years, eight fucking years but sometimes, it feels like it just happened today or something. 
                          
Damon destroyed me and I've been trying to rebuild myself but I still fall apart every single time.
                          
"Ma, are you OK?" Sasha's voice drew me back to reality.
"Yeah, what is it?"
"You're crying miss".
I quickly wiped the tears away and tried to look professional.
                          
"You have a meeting with Mr. Brown."
"Who?"
"The new client"
"OK, fine, how about the meeting with Miss Rooney?"
"She's out of town as soon as she gets back, I'll set up a meeting"
"OK"
                          
There's a party tonight wanna go?"
"No, I just want to stay here with you" I smiled with a playful glint in my eyes.
                          
"Is that so?" He said,taking me hostage.
"Yeah but we gon' study!"
"No, I know something else that would be fun" he took me bridal style of threw me on the bed, my laugher filled the room, as he began to tickle me.
                          
"Da....m.....o......n" I tried to get out through the laughter.
I was laughing so hard,I couldn't breath and then he stopped.
                          
His figure towered over mine on the bed as he was on top of me.
He stopped and just stared at me.
                          
"God! Your so beautiful!" He breathed. His hands travelled to my hair as he ran it through it and his thumb grazed over my lips, sending shivers down my body.
                          
His eyes held mine and they flickered to my lips and the back to my face. I know this isn't our first kiss but I still get the same effect when we do it.
                          
My breathing increased as he leaned in slowly tilting his head.
                          
God! Just do it already stop teasing me!!
                          
His hands rested on my check as he got closer. I closed my eyes as got ready for that beautiful feeling of his soft lips brushing against mine.
                          
He captured in a kiss and my insides began to explode. I subconsciously pulled him closer and wrapped my legs round his waist.
                          
As the kiss continued I could feel his arousal and he didn't fail to act on it as he reached for  my hoodie, taking it off in one swift movement.
                          
I miss him, I do and there's also no denying that I still love him. I hate that I still do because he didn't love me back then and not now but here I was still in love with him.
                          
I miss having him play with my hair and just staying in bed all day wrapped in his strong arms.
I missed kissing his soft lips that were like drugs to me. I miss getting   lost in his green eyes.
I miss hugging him and touching his black locks, I miss him.
                          
Sometimes I feel guilty for telling Dior that her daddy is in heaven but it's best that way, no body gets hurt.
                          
After a long day at work, I dragged my tired ass to go get Dior from school.
                          
Just as we were leaving the building someone called me, which really shocked me cause I don't talk to anyone, I just get my daughter and leave.
                          
I turned to the person and my heart moved up my throat.
"Is that you?"he, Damon came over to me while holding a little boy in his hands.
                          
Is he married
He has a child?
                          
"Yeah, it me"I tired to control my shaky voice. 
"You're married with a child?"he asked staring at Dior and the ring on my finger.
"Yeah, I am."
"She's pretty"
"Thanks, your son's handsome"I said.
"No"he chuckled.
"His not mine, I'm helping a friend"
"I see, well I've got to go now"
"Yeah bye"
"C'mon Pebbles let's go"
                          
Shoot, Pebbles.
                          
"Pebbles?"Damon asked, with a smile.
"No, I said Dior that's her name, Dior" I stuttered.
"Pretty name"
"Yeah, bye"
                          
I got Dior into the car and drove out immediately, panting.
His image flashed in my head as I drove home.
                          
His hair was longer and they looked darker, I wanted to run my hands through it.
                          
Scarlet! Behave!!!
                          
He wore a black shirt and blue jeans, quite too casual if you ask me.
                          
Well no one's asking.
                          
Fuck you!
                          
Has he no job, is he OK?
Is he living in his friend couch, did he graduate.
                          
Why do you even care??
                          
Because I still love him! And as much as I want to deny it, I can't. I mean I've always loved him but knowing that he lived in a different city made it easier but now that he's in New York, it possible that we could see each other again and I don't want that, I can't have that.
                          
I can't risk seeing him again, I just can't have that, I'll have to think of something.
                          
*********
"Bitch you saw that dick again?!" Char screamed in shock as I told her my story.
                          
"Language!"I warned.
Dior was watching cartoon in the living  room  where we were all seated and I can't have her picking up such things now.
                          
"What did he say, what did YOU say?!"she completely ignored my warning.
                          
"Nothing important, I just told him that I'm married"I shrugged.
"You were wearing your ring right?"
"Uhh duh,of course I was. I always knew that ring would be of great use one day!"
                          
She just chuckled in response.
                          
"Mommy?"
"Yes Pebbles?"
"I'm hungry"
"Do you want to go out for dinner?"
"Yes, mommy"
"Alright,let's go get you ready!".

                          
I've got no words for this chapter, it took me two days to get this damn chapter done why?
Writers block, its so frustrating and annoying.
Anyways,let me know what you think of Damon and Scarlet meeting again.
                          
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Mag!c#🖤