Pills

                                    

                                          
- Denki's POV-
jeez.. toshi has had such a hard life, I wonder what that's like? I hope he's ok, I did really want to go see if he's alright but I knew he'd say nothing. I'm glad he at least as Aizawa and mic now, how do I know mic is his other dad? Well everyone knows of there relationship, there're actually married. It kinda makes sense that toshi is their son, it would explain him talked to them all the time, that must mean Eir is his sister?
I should get some sleep.
                          
- shinsou's POV-
After I talked to Denki stared at the ceiling for what seemed like only a few seconds, but when I looked back at my alarm clock it was already 1:26 I went on phone. I looked through all my pictures, missing Eir already.. then there was another ding 
Dad😴: did you take your pills?
Me: no
Dad😴: take them
Me: I can't 
Dad😴:shinsou they are there to help!
Me: but they don't 
Dad😴:please hitoshi 
Me: not tonight
Dad😴: you need to sleep
Me: Seen
                          
- Aizawa's POV-
I growled at my phone ( by growl I mean angry sigh kinda, you get it) I didn't think I was loud by I got a tired "what is it?" From mic who was trying to sleep beside me "he won't take his pills" I explained  " you know he hates taking them" "I know, I'm just worried about him" I said lowering my anger tone "that's why you're a good dad" he said while snuggling up to and closing his eyes, before he went back to sleep he said " just leave him for tonight, I'll have a talk with him tomorrow, yknow you should try and sleep yourself?"
                          
- shinsou's POV-
Dad's going to be mad at me tomorrow.. I guess it doesn't matter, I'm not taking those stupid fucking pills! No matter what anyone says.
                          
The horrible voice slurred in my mind the rest of the night 
                          
Disappointment 
                          
Kill yourself
                          
Villain
                          
Mistake 
                          
Pitiful 
                          
Hurt yourself 
                          
Jump
                          
Jump
                          
Cut
                          
Why am I like this? I looked back at the clock it's 5:21 I'm surprised the sun hasn't started to come up yet.   Cut   the voice says again.  cut!   No I can't I promised them I'd try to get better.   just do it already,cut!  
                          
"Fuck." I whisper to myself as a give in and walk into my bathroom. I grab a blade and bandages from my drawer and 
                          
1 for disappointing your mother!
2 for having a villainous quirk!
3 for worrying everyone!
4 for not getting into the hero course!
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Fuck. I whisper to myself has a wrap up my wrists, better wear the blouse today.
                          
I got ready for class as usual and on the way I ran into denki in our usual spot. "toshi, are you alright? I'm sorry about last night" "I'm fine denki" "are you sure?" "Yes" I lied as I walked past him. I kept walking to class before I heard a angry " shinsou!" Call me, it was my dad. " come with me please" he requested, everyone was starring even denki as my dad led me through the door, denki and I exchanged a look before my dad closed the door behind us, we were in one of the teachers lounges, then I looked around a saw a worried pa, what happened?
" why didn't you take your pills?" My dad questioned with a strong tone. "I hate them" it's true I do hate them they make me feel worse. "hitoshi, were worried for you" pa said. "don't worry, that's the last thing I want, is for people to worry about me!" I felt my cheat tighten and my anxiety start to rise " calm down hito" pa said trying to reassure me but I could hardly hear him over my racing heartbeat and rapid breathing, dad moved me onto the couch and pa came to sit with us. I broke down, I had my knees to my chest and head down I felt so bad because I worried them and because they're probably going to be late for their classes.
                          
- Aizawa's POV- 
Shit another one, I knew there was nothing mic or I could really do but sit there as he sobbed. I hate to see him like this, that's the very reason he needs to take these pills to help with his depression and anxiety, and also so her can get some sleep at night. The past few weeks he's been a bit off, maybe it's something to do with "not friends"? Maybe something with momona? I've noticed that he has been getting close with denki lately, maybe denki is accidentally causing triggers, denki is a nice kid but he's not understanding at times.
                          
 " hitoshi?" I question as his breath starts to become a normal pace "y-yeah?" "Why lately has this been happening more often, why now?" "The sports festival, I lost. It was my one chance to get into the hero course and I blew it-" mic cut him off before he could say anymore " that wasn't your fault hito" mic said "well I'm a disappointment anyways! I-I can't do anything right! I should have died the night you stormed 'that' place, if you were a second later I could've got the chance!" Mic was stunned I didn't know what to do and ended up yelling at him "hitoshi shinsou! Look what you have done to your father, go to class now!" As soon as the words left my mouth I knew it was the wrong thing to say but he obeyed, he grabbed his bag and left. Slamming the door behind him.
                          
Mic looked like he was about to burst into tears "I'm sorry mic, I didn't mean to yell at him, I just.." " it's ok shouta, he'll forgive you" I sat down next to mic I didn't even remember standing up, I must've when I yelled at him. " what are we going to do with him shouta, things were just starting to get better" mic exclaimed there was so much worry and sadness in his voice. " I don't know, but we need to keep a close eye on him, he may relapse. Start making sure he eats and if you can get a look at his wrists" I said comforting mic.
                          
There was a small timid knock at the door, I got up to answer it and saw denki standing at the door. " oh sorry denki, I'm probably late to class, I'll be there in a moment" I said trying to cover up the scene that just unfolded. "N-no sensei, toshi told me he was your son last night, we'll more like I guessed, sorry. But last night he told me what has happened to him, after I saw him crying yesterday and questioned him, I'm really worried about him" denki spoke nervously "there's no need to worry denki, it is ok that you know he is our son, we just don't want the other students to treat him any different what they already do, so please don't let word get out" I exclaimed while mic was still on the couch listening to us "I understand sensei but what do you mean already do?" Shit, I said 'already do'? Guess I'll have to tell him, he seemed to have noticed everything else anyway, we can't hide the truth now. " well denki, some of the other students in his class put hitoshi down for his quirk" mic exclaimed before I could even think of what to say. "Go to class denki, I'll be there in a moment" I say as I close the door I hear a " wait sir-" from denki but ignore it, I sigh then mic and I pick ourselves up and dust ourselves off, getting ready for what the day will bring.
                          
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Hope you guys are liking this story, another chapter out later tonight or early morning tomorrow 😘
Bye my lovelies
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