"oh ya you're wearing the dress." my mom says. "fine." i respond. tell seb to wear black and red so he can match you and madi then tell anthony to wear only black. and i am assuming chris will wear something red to match madi." my mom is such a planner. anthony messages me back.
                          
ant <3 - hi beautiful, i'm think about wearing black nice pants and a button up black shirt
                          
perfect. he knows me to well. i give him an all clear. "what time is everyone coming over?" my mom asks. she so nosy. but i love her. "madi said she will come over at 6:30. chris and seb will probably arrive with her. oh madi asked if it would be alright if her mom came with them  and y'all hung out after we leave?" i remember to ask my mom. i love forgetting stuff. "oh yes, i haven't seen erika in awhile." my mom answers. i message madi that her mom can come over. then i watch tv with my mom, while i wait for time to pass by.
                          
i check my phone, it's 5pm dang. "i'm going to take a body shower." i say to my mom. i walk into my bathroom and turn on the shower. i pull my hair up into a bun. i get into the shower, shave and wash my body.
                          
i get out of the shower, it was a quick one. i put on some sweatpants and a sports bra. then i go and start to straighten my hair. my mom said she will help me with the back. i want coffee.
                          
"hey mom!" i shout for her. "coming." she walks into the bathroom. i see her holding a mason jar full of ice coffee. "thank you momma." i say while excepting the cup of coffee. i love my mom. she then begins to straighten the back of my hair. i'm so grateful for my mom.
                          
"okay done!" my mom finishes. i give her a hug. "i'm sorry." i say while hugging my mom. "for what honey?" she looks at me. "i have been so anxious and i keep on lashing out at you. but i hope you know that i love you always and that i appreciate you so very much." i hug my mom again. she kisses my cheek.  "avani, it's hard being a teenager. especially one with a following. i honestly don't know how you do it sometimes but you are so strong and beautiful. i love you." my mom says. i get teary eyed. i love having heart to heart moments with my momma.
                          
my mom leaves the bathroom after our moment and i go into my bedroom and being my makeup. i do a simple look, but with a lot of highlighter and clean winged eyeliner. i put on some pink lipgloss to finish. then i spray my setting spray. done!
                          
"avani!" my mom calls for me right as i finish. i check the time. it's 6:05pm already. wow time flies. i walk outside of my room. "hey get your dress on soon." my mom encourages me. "ok." i say while walking back into my room. i put on the black dress. i put on spandex underneath.
                          
after i have my dress on i put on some accessories. i put on a shiny bracelet and i put on my bracelet from anthony and of course i put on a few rings. i also grab a little black purse. i put my phone, lipgloss, and a tampon just incase. because you never know.
                          
i check myself out in mirror. then i spray my rose perfume and put on some clear deodorant. i need to smell good too. after i grab out my shoes. straight from the box.