16 - Magic

                                    

                                          
Chapter 16 - Magic
                          
Lorin
                          
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Back up in our attic, I could tell that this was fully becoming a space all my own. Before, when I came up here, I could tell that it was a place I frequented, but not a place that a lot of time was spent here. Now? It's practically more of a home to me than the one I grew up in. After the conversation with my dad (or, adoptive dad?), and ah, what followed in my room after that, I had plenty of time to reflect on the news brought to me. I'm able to understand a little more clearly my current situation. Until I'm fully ready to take on my responsibilities alongside Enki and Modi, I need to stay at this house and develop. But that doesn't mean that I have to like my father, or even really respect him at this point. The only respect he's getting from me is because he did kick my mom out, and I never have to see her again.
                          
Today we are going to be focusing on different types of magic, meditations, and things like that. To say I'm excited is an understatement. I've been doing yoga and chakra meditations every day, and honestly, it's starting to wear me down. It's not that it's inherently difficult (or easy, for that matter), I'm just getting incredibly bored, and Enki and Modi could tell. Thankfully, since we're working on more powerful things today, Roman was left down in my basement room, so I had no distractions. 
                          
"Let's start with sex magic." Modi says with a suggestive wink. 
                          
"Ah, let's not!" I say with a stutter and a blush.
                          
"No, great idea, Asmodeus!" Enki chimes in, sitting on the couch. "It's both basic and intermediate magic." He leans forward, letting his elbows rest on his knees. I can't seem to make eye contact with either one of them, last night was too fresh in my mind. "You can calm down, Lorin. You can just read about the basics from the Black Book left to you, we can practice later tonight." He sends a wink my way while handing me my book.
                          
The blush on my cheeks calms a bit, but is still ever present as I search the index and then flip to the right page. 
                          
Sex Magic is some of the most powerful magic you can practice, because in essence, it's equivalent to life force. Sex magic is an ancient practice, and can add extreme power to any ritual as well as your own life form. 
                          
Like any energy (like from your chakras or demonic), sexual energy can be directed and manipulated. During stimulation, the energy travels from your Crown chakra, and pools as your base chakra. This is a cleansing and powerful magic as it travels through every chakra. At the moment of orgasm, you enter a brief trance, and that's when you direct your energy. Similar to Satan's energy, orgasmic energy is seen as bright, like the sun in nature. It can be manipulated into thoughtforms, different persons, your self, or even talismans. 
                          
Men and women differ with sexual energy. Women tend to peak right before and during menstruation, while men keep a steady level. Before doing any work that requires heightened sensitivity, it is recommended to have a strong orgasm. Sexual energy can be done alone, in a group, or even with demon(ess)s. Merging this type of energy with demons is incredibly powerful, and should be used for strong spellwork. 
                          
"So that's why you said it's important." I haven't stopped blushing. "Orgasming is really that powerful?" 
                          
"Incredibly so. It's often a power overlooked, because so many people are taught to ignore or be ashamed of any sexuality. It's a key aspect in almost all rituals. Even for us demons, it's important to keep a healthy sexuality, as it helps maintain high energy levels." Modi says as he takes the book away from me, flipping through the pages. "It's quite impressive that your parents were able to write down and attain so much information. Not a lot of Satanists actually keep proper books like this. It's very handy."