I walk into school trying to ignore everyone's stares once again.
I can't wait to leave here.
I'm interrupted from my thoughts when someone picks me up and chucks me over their shoulder before spinning around.
"Good morning Rhianna" Sammy says
"Sammy put me down or I swear to god"
"Nah I'm good come on let's get going to class" he says as he casually walks up the hall while he's still carrying me.
People look at us like we're crazy. I honestly don't blame them. I begin to wriggle and try and get out of his grip.
"If you keep moving I'm gonna end up dropping you on your head"
I huff in annoyance and cross my arms.
We soon walk into class while some students look at us with amusement, others in confusion and of course one with absolute hatred. I bet you can guess who.
He finally places me down as I cross my arms and pout.
"Fuck you" I mumble as I take a seat
He laughs and sits down next to me.
"It's Friday" he says with a pout
"I know, don't miss me too much" I tease
"I'll try not to, what time are you leaving tomorrow?"
"Around midday" I say
"Well what are we doing today?"
"Unfortunately I can't do anything I have stuff to do"
"Like?"
I sigh
"Well you know how Cams funeral is on Sunday, well I can't go and I'm not allowed to either so I'm gonna do something to for him tonight"
"Why can't you go to his funeral?" he ask suspiciously
"Because he made me promise, which is stupid but I'm not going to break it" 'even though he broke mine' I thought to myself
"True, well I'm gonna do it with you"
"Okay"
"And I'm gonna invite the Jacks" he adds
"Um when did I agree to this?"
"Please, Cameron meant a lot to them to and I feel rude to just not let them come."
"Ugh Fine and it was only me who was going to do it but sure whatever, why don't you invite the rest of Omaha while you're at it"
"Nah, I think us four should be cool"
I roll my eyes.
"Well I'm gonna be right back and talk to them" he says with a smile as he shoots up from his seat.
Jacks POV
I haven't gotten the chance to speak to Rhianna but I got it out of JJ about this whole leaving situation.
So she's apparently leaving for LA tomorrow.
I don't want her to go and I know I'm being selfish but I love her and I want her to stay.
I finally found someone who I actually love but of course she doesn't feel the same and has to move to the other side of the country.
My thoughts are interrupted by yours truly. I'm tempted to tell him to fuck off but he might say something about Rhianna so I'll listen. For now.
"Hey guys" he said mainly to JJ "So Rhianna has a plan to do something for Cam tonight and I was wondering if you guys wanted to join us"
"Sure dude we'll be there" JJ says before I can respond
"Is she alright with us being there and who's going?" I ask
"Yeah she agreed and just us 4"
I nod. I knew she didn't want us to come and Sam probably forced her but I wasn't going to pass the opportunity.
"Okay well I'll text you the details later, bye guys" Sammy says before going back to Rhianna.
I look over at Rhianna and see her glaring at Sam. She's so cute when she's angry espically since it's towards Sam and not me.
Rhianna POV
Sammy comes back over with a smile on his face.
"They said they'd come and I told them I'd text them the details" he said
I nod. In a way I was happy that I'd get to see Jack and JJ but again I was dreading it and hoping Jack couldn't come.
Fuck I'm bipolar.
I begin to tell Sammy what I have planned. He nods while texting at the same time so he could send it to JJ.
I was planning on going to the beach where me and Cam went to and staying the night.
I admit I feel bad for not going to his funeral but I didn't want to break anymore promises.
I begin to zone out of class as I think of Cam more and all the stupid things we did together.
I knew I'd end up crying tonight and I didn't want the boys to see me like that. I didn't want them to see me weak even though they already have.
I wonder if Jack will talk to me. Leigh's been around him a lot and I think they like each other.
She was really pretty and she seemed nice but I couldn't help but feel a bit jealous. I don't understand why.
Okay maybe I do, I admit I like Jack... a lot but I'm not good for him.
He deserves someone like Leigh who can make him happy instead of a depressed girl who has a dead boyfriend and best friend.
(A/N okay Jack and Jacks new songs got me feeling some type of way)
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Fanfiction‘It's not like I want to be alone, it's just I don't want to get hurt. ’ (currently being edit)
