Chapter 19

                                    

                                          
Jesy POV:
                          
Wait... did just happen what just happened? Had he kissed my forehead? Oh my god oh my god keep cool Jessica keep cool. I look up at him smiling „What you smiling at babygirl?" „Am I not allowed to?" „What no I..." „Hey calm down I'm joking" I give him a quick kiss on the cheek „Little smiley" I hear him giggle and rest my head on his chest. I sigh and feel him stroking my hair. God I love this. I feel something weird in my belly... like if something was in there... oh god Jessica they're butterflies. You're falling for him... I sigh and look up at him then at the girls „Girls can you give us a minute please?" They smile and get outside. I sit up and look at him. He sits up too and looks worried „What's wrong?" he places a hand on my thigh and I flinch. He immediately takes it away „Sorry babe." I sigh and look at him „How much have you heard and seen?" he looks confused „What do you mean babe?" „You know... why I'm here... uhm..." I feel tears welling up in my eyes. I quickly blink them away and his hand twitches „Hey babe it's okay" He carefully moves his hands towards me and I nod. He strokes my arm while I try collecting myself again „It's fine take ya time" „You know why I am here do you?" „Y-yeah... I can tell you I feared to lose you." he moves closer to me and brushes a hair strand behind my ear „Uhm... you know about my ex...?" he nodds and I feel him tensing. I put my hand on his thigh „Calm down Chris it's okay." I feel him relax and he looks at me „Jesy I know it's not really a good place or time either... uhm... but I'm falling for you..." he looks down and nervously scratches his head. „Chris I... I don't want to hurt you... or reject you... but I'm afraid of going into a relationship right now." he looks at me „Y-yea I do totally understand... I- I'm sorry I didn't mean to rush things..." I take his face in my hands „Chris it's got nothing to do with you. I'm scared that you might end up heartbroken" he sighs and I felt tears running down my cheeks „Hey it's okay come here" he hugs me and I let myself cry for a good few minutes. I calmed down and look at him „Jess I wouldn't care if I ended up heartbroken. If you love someome, you chose this person to either keep your heart or break it. And I chose you." „Are you sure Chris? I really don't want to hurt you and be a problem or burden to you" he pulls me on his lap and hugs me tightly. I feel cozy and happy. Maybe I'm too paranoid and shall be more trustful with someone... but after what happened with Harry makes it hard. „Jess you'll never be a burden. We can get through this together" I know what he means with ‚this'. So I nod and put my hands around his neck looking at him. He smiles and looks at me „I would never dare to hurt such a precious girl like you." I blush and look down. He lifts my chin „No hiding babe." I smile shyly and he pulls me closer by my waist. „Jesy?" „Yes?" „I love you." „I love you too." he smiles and we both lean in and our lips touch. I can't believe I'm kissing him. We kiss a few more seconds until we pull away due to a lack of oxygen. We rest our heads against each other „Wow..." I giggle „Jess..." „Yep?" he looks at me „Will you be my girlfriend?" „Y-yes. Yes." I smile and we kiss again. We didn't notice the girls coming back in. As we pull away we look into each others eyes until I hear someone clearing their throat. We snap around and see the girls smirking. I get down from his lap and hide my blushing face in his chest. He giggles and wraps an arm around me „Awwwwwwww yayyyy" „Jesy got a boyfriend. Jesy got a boyfriend" I roll my eyes at Leigh and Perrie while Jade makes smooching noises. „Gosh girls stop it you babies." they laugh and sit down again „Sorry." I smile and rest my head on Chris chest. 






                          
Sorry this is so cheesy but I couldn't think of anything good. And there is nothing more painful than writing this being single af🙃😂stay tuned more parts coming today🌚❤️