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--Amandas POV--
Last night was.. kinda bit weird i guess, after me and Zayn kissed. We didn't talk to much. It's awkward. When we're at the car, Zayn started talking about random stuffs. Maybe to cleared all of the awkwardness. After the ride home, Zayn take me to my dorm and he goes to his. I walk inside and Lilian is gone. Dissapeared. All night she's nowhere to be found. I texted Harry, Liam, but they dont know where she is neither. So, i decided just to let it go.
I kinda missed my brother. I open my phone and texted "I miss you" i send it and waited for his reply. Not longer, he answers. "Me to sis, i'll go check you one day, okay? :)" "okay :)"
I close my phone. And put it on the side on my head.
This morning i woke up at the sound of my stupid alarm. I never realised when the hell did i change the music to Talking To The Moon ?? It used to be Animals by The Maroon 5 weird...
I glanced at my phone, and it's 7 a.m I stood up, and open my drawer. I take my blue-navy bra and panties, and my towell and walk inside the Bathroom. I locked the door and started my shower.
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I turn off the warm water, and step out from the Shower. I take my towell, and dried my body. I put my towell from my body, to the hanger. I slip my legs to my blue-navy panties, and wear my bra. I look at my self at the mirror, and see that my red ombre is not like the first time i coloured it. It's starting to dissapear a little. Maybe someday i could go to the salon, yeah. That will be nice.
I tied my towell, to my body. So tight, so it wont slipped. And get out from the bathroom. I walk slowly to my drawer, and take a pair of black shorts, and a loose dark chocolate tank-top. I quickly wear those things, and grab my stuffs for Music class, and walk outside from my dorm.
On the way to the Music class, all i could think of is just I kissed Zayn. That word kept spinning on my head. Zayn. I kissed him. We kissed. How the hell did it happend? All i could think of since the wedding, is Zayn. I cant get him out from my mind.
BUMP!
I hit someone on the front that causes my books to fall to the floor. "Shit!" I murmured under my breath. "I'm sorry" I said, not bothering to look at the person i ran into, i crouch and take my books from the floor. "Oh, hi" Oh.. i know him.
"Hi, uh.. Sorry about that" i said, taking my books, and stood up. Looking him. "It's okay. I owe you to stamp me on the feet, but you ran into me. So i guess my owe is payed" I let out a little giggle, and continue my walk with Zayn. Side by side.
"Thanks for inviting me to the wedding. I have a lot of fun" I said, starting a conversation with him. I could sense that he is smirking. "Yeah, me to." Zayn gave me a wink, and i shove him playfully.
"You really is a strong girl, huh?" Zayn chuckles. I nodded. "After the class, do you wanna go to the cafeteria with me and the lads? And maybe sit with us?" Zayn asks, playfully shoving me. I smile formed at my lips. "Uh-sure, but-" I stopped myself from walking, and remembered what Lilian had promised me. "Amanda?" Zayn asks,giving me a concern look.
"I-i would love to, but before that. Could i go the Lilians table first? I need to get something from Lilian" I said. "What is it?" "Something that i had loved since forever" Zayns smile litteraly drops, into a deep frown.
"What is it?" Zayn asks. Forcing a smile "Oreos Ice Cream" Zayns jaw drops to the floor. "What?" I ask, crossing my hands infront of my chest.
"Y-you make me concern as hell, and it's all about Ice Cream!?! Ai...ai..ai..." Zayn brust out laughing at me, and we continued our walk. "It's not just an Ice Cream. It's Oreos flavoured Ice Cream" i shrug, and again. Zayn laughs. "Ai.. ai.. you are one impressive girl" Zayn embrace me with his manly arm. He pull me to make me so close at him, i could feel a preasure on my head. And i realosed that it'a Zayns lips.
It felts warm in his arms. Somehow. I felt save. I felt like there is no worries, just him and me. The two of us.
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The class has ended, and i sat with Zayn, Niall, and Louis. All the time, they always making jokes about random stuffs. Sometimes i don't really get what they're talking about. The teacher has called Nialls name twice, because he laughs so hard. Louis once, cause he was trying to calls a girl by calling her name many times. But she didnt turned around, and the last time he tries. His voice is to loud, and got called by the teacher.
But, the girl finnaly turns around. I think her name is Eleanor.
We all now are walking to the cafeteria. We opens the door. And the place is filled with sturfing kids. Louis and Niall seperates from us. Me and Zayn walks to Lilians table. I told him, he didnt have to come with me. But he insisted. What can i do?
The table is like the usual. There's Lilian, Liam, Sophia which is now Liams girlfriend, and there's Harry. Eating a Banana. I stopped walking when i was in the back of Lilian. No one noticed us arrived, except Harry. He gave me a smile, but the smile goes away when he saw Zayn behind me. He gave me a confusion look. "Hi, Amanda" Liam finnaly greeted us. "Oh and Zayn" Sophia says.
"Hey guys, Lilian. It's 12. Where is it?" I said, crossing my arms. Lilian stood up, and points to the Ice Cream bar. "Wait, you found it?" I ask. How could she founds it? It's a little hard to find those flavoured. "Secret" Lilian winks. "Oh, hey Zayn" Lilian gaves me a confused look, and i mouthed. "Later" Lilian nodded.
"Well, gotta get my food. Bye" me and Zayn walks to the Ice Cream bar, when Harry calls my name. "Amanda" i turn around and saw Harry standing behind us. Zayn embrace me with his arms, as he tries to talk. "Could i talk to you, alone?" He asks. "Uh-i don't know Harry. I'm about to get m-" "Please" Harry says, i could see the tense in his arms, when he saw Zayns arm around me. "Okay" i sigh. I take couple of steps to Harry. "Zayn, could you take my ice cream?" "Sure, babe"
With that, me and Harry walks to the corner of the room. "What is it now Harry? I-" "WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT!" He Shouted-whisper at me. "What?" I narrowed my eyebrows. "Please do not say that you and Zayn are.." Harry ran his hand to his hair. "No" Harry let out a reliefe sigh. "Well i don't know. I mean we kissed, an-" "You KISSED" Harrys eyes are wide, filled with Anger, concern, sad, but.. most of all. Scared.
"Yeah, it-" "Amanda, what did i tell you before you go with him?" "Becareful" i said, more like a whisper. "EXACTLY! No matter how you think he is. He is not the person you think he is" "Why?" I whisper. "Why?" I said. Raising my voice.
Harry takes a deep breath. "Why are you all saying that to me? Why Harry? You want me to stay away from him. Why! The one thing you could do is tellin me!" I said. More like shout. The whole cafeteria are looking at the both of us. But i don't care. This is between me and him. "I wish i could tell you" And by that, he walks away from me.
I take a deep breath, and make my way to Zayns table. Niall, Louis, and Zayn are looking at me. I take a sit between Zayn and Louis. "You okay?" Zayn whisper to my ear. "Yeah" i gave him a smile.
i feel very played here. Why cant he just say it? Just tell me why? Why do i have to stay away from him? Is it so hard just to tell me? What is it? What is the problem? Whatever it is, does it really that bad? What is it about Zayn?
"Hey, wanna go outside?" Zayn asks. As i put my head on his shoulder. "Where?" I ask. Closing my eyes. "Just out, lets just go and get some fresh air. I could see there's something going on, on your mind" I sigh, and nodded. "Okay, lets go" I quickly stood up, and walk side by side with Zayn.
We unite our hands, and we walk outside the cafeteria. Zayns hand are shut to my hand. We both walk to the tree that we used to sit at, when i reaf my book there. I take a sit, and so did Zayn. Zayn straighten his legs to the ground, and he tapped his hands on his tigh. "C'mere"
I let out a little breath, and rested my head on Zayns thigh. "You okay?" Zayn says, softly playing with my hair. "Yeah, just tired" I said. I rotate my body to Zayn. So i could see his face.
The light of the sun fits perfectly with him. His brown hazel eyes dazzle so much. His smile. His lips...
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-MEGGIE
