its all gonna be okay

                                    

                                          
shinsous p.o.v
                          
i sit next to denkis hospital bed doing the same routne i do everyday... i go to his hospital room, sit next to his bed, the nurses tell me there is no improvement and i stay there waiting till visiting hours are over... but today was different... just as i was holding his hand and talking to him he whispered to me... he woke up... i started crying uncontrollably and he brushed my tears away telling me that there is no reason to cry and how its all gonna be okay... and he was okay now... sadly visiting hours ended and i had to go back to my dorm... god i hope he is gonna be awake tomorrow... or maybe it was just my imagination... i dont fucking know anymore... i just dont know...
                          
denkis p.o.v
                          
its dark... and cold... i cant hear properly but i hear screams and crying... then it goes silent... but all of a sudden there is a loud noise almost like a siren... but then the voices get clearer... mina asks me why i did what i did... i want to respond but i cant... i cant speak... i have no concept of time so i try and remember things i used to do when i was scared as a little kid... so i end up creating some imaginary friends to talk to... but then... i hear him... i hear shinsou crying and rambling to quick for me to understand and he stars sobbing and i force myself to help him... i move my hand to his face and open my eyes and tell him its okay and that im okay now and im never ever gonna leave him and he leaves me... im all alone again and this time my imaginary friends are not so nice... i see them in the different corners of my hospital room and they all starts whispering insanely quick and i dont understand them... i try to talk but i sound distant... i try and yell for help but i cant... i scream and it all goes black and cold again... 
                          
jirou p.o.v
                          
i was talking to mina who hasn't seemed herself lately... "hey mina... im worried about you whats going on?" and she completely breaks down into tears and starts telling me everything and im gobsmacked... holy shit denki... i knew you were depressed but not this fucking depressed... "mina look its all gonna be okay... hes alive right? all because you saved him! just remember that if your upset... you saved his life!" i smile and she sniffles and envelopes me in a tight hug and i return her hug and rub her back softly.  just please be okay denki
                          
 midoryia p.o.v
                          
i heard what happened to kaminari-kun from gossip around the dorms... and i only now just realize how important it is to be interested in people and how their feeling... i wanna check up on him but only close friends are allowed to see him.. and i dont think that includes me.. i dont think anyone's gonna be okay for a while after this one...
                          


                          
kirishima P.O.V
                          
i cant eat, i cant sleep, all i can do is think about whats happened to denki... its driving me insane... i cant focus in my classes and im falling behind... if denki doesnt get better soon i might actually go insane.. everywhere i go, everything i do i hear voices saying he is gonna die..how i didnt do enough to save him... how he did it cause i wasnt a good enough friend.. how it should have been me... damn it kirishima! stop thinking so selfishly! your best friend is laying in a hospital bed! and what are you doing? thinking thoughts about you and only you! ugh... im a disgusting human being...
                          
mina P.O.V
                          
i cant believe he would do this.. he seemed so happy.. he was just laughing the night before.. he didnt say sorry at all.. didnt say bye in an odd way... he just seemed normal.. thats whats scary..  he was just fucking normal! no signs no nothing! just normal silly kaminari! god.. what couldve been troubling him so bad he felt that suicide was the only way to escape it.. how much oain was my little boy going through... and why couldnt he tell me about it... i might just ask him when he wakes up... maybe it wasnt suicide maybe he was forced or bribed to do it... yeah... there is no way kami would kill himself.. no thats gotta be it...