When Everything Hurts

                                    

                                          
9 Tinsley
                          
3 Months Ago
                          
"This can't be happening. Seriously, this can't be happening right now" I spoke aloud running back to my rental car trying to will the tears to stop streaming down my face like a fucking waterfall. I got to my rental and was gasping for air as I flew out of the parking lot and out into a city I didn't know. I didn't care where I was going as long as it was away from him. Away from that hotel.
                          
I took a flight to Boston to surprise Tyler while he was on an away stretch that was going to be lasting quite a few days since after this Boston game they were flying to play games out west in Canada. I flew there to tell him huge news, I was pregnant. No, we weren't trying or anything, it just happened. I've had a couple of days to think about and come to terms with it and was ready to tell my baby daddy.
                          
Little did I know I was the one being met with a surprise.
                          
I told Jamie that I was coming but threatened him not to tell Tyler, I also didn't tell him why I was coming just that I wanted to surprise my man. Kate joined me as well which made it a lot easier. We got to the hotel and Jamie came down to meet us and get Kate of course. He and Tyler always swapped that extra room key in case one of them got locked out they wouldn't have to go back to the front desk, so I had an easy way to get into his room.
                          
That's where everything went to shit. I left our two best friends in the lobby and excitedly rode the elevator up to the floor with the suites. Got off the elevator shaking because of my nerves and excitement over telling the man I love what we created. I swiped the card and opened the door, took a deep breath as it closed and walked towards the bedroom. It was around one in the morning and Jamie said Tyler went back to his suite a little while ago, so I figured he was in the shower before bed.
                          
Well my face fell hard when I went to open the bedroom door and heard the sound that nobody in a committed relationship wants to ever hear. I quickly opened the door, gasped at the sight of some random super blonde whore with her mouth around my man's dick. Tyler was laying on his back on the bed, quickly got up to his elbows at my gasp, and his eyes went wide as saucers.
                          
"Shit, Tinie..." I watched as he started to push the girl off him and pull his pants up at the same time before my brain and legs started to work. Tears were already streaming down my face as I ran out of the suite and to the elevator, pressing the down button a thousand times. 
                          
Thankfully the doors opened quickly. I jumped in and hit the close doors button a bunch, and as they were closing, the last thing I saw was Tyler's apologetic face. He looked away with tears forming in his eyes just as the doors shut and elevator started moving down. That is the scene being replayed in my head over and over again until I finally stopped driving. Pulling into a random parking lot of some thrift store.
                          
My phone would ring, stop for a second, and start ringing again. All these calls were Tyler, every single one of them for the next half hour, Tyler. I cried the entire time, the calls didn't stop, but then Kate's name flashed on the screen. I quickly answered.
                          
"What happened? I mean Tyler is a wreck and showed up at Jamie's suite like a full-on wreck, his eyes all red and everything! I went into the bathroom just to call you and it took me like 10 tries just to get through." I let out a loud sob. "Tinsley are you crying too? What the fuck happened?" I took a deep breath trying to gather myself enough to talk. "Take you time lovey. I'm here for you, you know that." I nodded and sniffled even though she couldn't see me. 
                          
"I...I walked into the...into the bedroom of the...suite." I took another deep breath has everything replayed again in my head. "He uhm...there was blonde...and she was..." I started crying again. "Giving him fucking head!" I screamed and let the tears flow.