For the past six years Choi Y/n and Kim Namjoon have been the best of friends. They've been through many ups and downs through the years and helped each other through some of the toughest times of their lives.
Such as Y/ns mother passing away. Namjo...
This last month has past by so fast, but I guess it would after spending almost all month fucking my best friend. I've missed sleeping with girls but there's something else that I'm feeling that I can't quite get. I'm very confused.
I'm still attracted to men, I know that for a fact because I still stalk jins Instagram profile and he still looks delicious to me. Y/n still knows how I feel about everything and I wasn't too shocked when she told me she understands. She's always been there for me even when I came out as gay and needed help in telling my parents. My mom was okay after a while but my dad however is taking a bit longer, he's still not happy about because he always wanted me to be with a girl like Y/n and I couldn't blame him for thinking that, Y/n is my everything. I think about her all the time, even more so since we started having sex.
I've currently decided to spend the Saturday night at home tonight and read a book while I sit in my living room and lounge about the place. Y/n is in her room doing god know what but I'm not going to go poking my nose in her business. I prefer to read in silence so the tv was off but I heard her door open down the hall and her heels walking off the wooden floor. Is she going out?
"Joon?" Y/n
I hummed and then looked back up at her and what she was wearing surprised me.
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Her body in that dress, wow!
But why is she dressed that way?
"Why are you wearing that?"
She fiddled with a strand of hair between her fingers looking everywhere in the room but me. I closed my book and placed it down next to me.
"Where are you going y/n?"
She still avoided my gaze and it bothered me.
"I'm going out." Y/n
"Where? With who?"
She sighed and dropped her hand to her side and finally looked up at me in the eyes.
"I'm going to dinner with Jimin." Y/n
My heart dropped my my stomach. I don't know why it bothered me so much but it did. I scoffed and watched how she nervously walked over to the coat hangers to pick up a simple black jacket.
"Why? Is this like a date date thing going on here?"
"No. It's a friend date but we'll see where things go." Y/n
Not on my watch. I don't want Jimin to have her.
"So you like him in that way then?"
She nods shyly and pulls on her jacket.
"I do. I don't know where it'll lead to so we're going with the flow. I hope you'd understand." Y/n
She only spoke quietly which she only ever does when she's nervous or scared to talk about something. And I understand why, I'm showing my jealous side when I know I shouldn't, I don't have the right to do that.
