I step back, wondering how in hell she finds that position comfortable to sleep in at all.
Nonetheless, I envy her slightly for being able to sleep so soundlessly—snores and all. With a final glance, I turn around and saunter out of the room, intent on getting myself a glass of water.
I know the contours of this house as well as the contours of Travis’s features. Even as I slump down the marble stairs, I feel the familiarity of the cold, often slippery surface. And the corners of the wall that meet the floor of the stairs transform into a shade of mahogany as I enter the main hall. The spacious width, large enough for an echo to lose its way, allows plenty room to twirl—or in my case, stumble—around.
I pass the main room, where a fire pit resides across from a set of bleach white couches. The wooden floor caresses my toes as I switch from marble cold to polished neutrality.
Finally, I arrive in the kitchen and silently appreciate the natural light of the moon flooding through the window. That path of light guides me safely to the sink where I then help myself to a glass of cool water.
I swallow and lean back against the counter, looking out the window. I bring the glass up to my lips again and swallow before setting it down beside me and staring at our dauntingly isolated house across the road. The long set of caution tape that runs from one end to the other ripples in the wind. As if that breeze has hit me, I shudder and force myself to look away.
Heading back the direction I came, I rub my face of the agonizing sensation that has been eating at me since the moment yesterday began. Just as I cross the main room, I hear shuffling in that direction.
“Faye?” The familiar, but weary voice whispers my name.
I freeze and turn back around, confused when I see Travis propped up on the couch with a blanket over his legs and the hood of his navy blue sweatshirt over his head.
Had I completely missed him the first time?
He scratches his head, the dark hair ruffling and sticking out in odd directions.
“Travis.” I state quietly, walking back towards him. “What are you doing?”
“Sleeping.” He manages to lace a little sarcasm into his raspy tone.
I roll my eyes and sit on the opposite corner when I reach it.
“I mean, why on the couch?” I clarify, raising an eyebrow.
He shrugs, “I’m waiting for my mom to come home.”
“Is she usually this late?” I inquire. I know I’m poking around some invisible barrier, but I can’t help it as the curiosity brims and slips out interlaced in my voice.
While I speak, he surprises me by grabbing my calves and stretching them out across the couch. He lifts his blanket and places it over my feet so that I’m now a mirror image of his position.
“Yes, it’s normal.” He muses in what I can detect as repulsion. Though I ache to press him more about her whereabouts, I bite my lip and hold back. I nod my head.
He leans back against the armrest and stares at me in silence, probably expecting me to ask him more questions. So when none come out, we simply stare. I re-memorize every curve and dent in his expression.
He’s wearing a solemn one this time.
His lips are dressed in a straight, blunt line and his eyes lack the energy they usually do. The show is over and the curtains have closed.
His guards are down, his gun unloaded.
He has peeled off his fearless and warrior-like mask, and for the first time, I see him for who he really is.
Broken.
I never saw it before—the raw emotion. It leaves me breathless and bittersweet all at once. For it has always been a secret motivation to fix him. Yet, after all this time, when I see him now, I realize that what I see in him is exactly what he must see in me.
“How are you holding up?” He breaks the tranquil ambiance with a barely audible undertone.
“I don’t know.” I mumble honestly, clutching the blanket in my fists. “None of this feels real.”
He chuckles darkly, “I warned you that things could get really messy.”
“I know.” I agree slowly, watching his brows knit in confusion. Perhaps this is the first time we’ve ever agreed on something. “…I don’t care.”
“You don’t care?” He repeats incredulously, outrage brimming furiously at the edge of his voice.
“No.” I repeat with terrifying sincerity. I watch cautiously as astonishment occupies his previously vacant expression. “I don’t.”
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