2 months later

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My water just broke and Josh is speeding to the hospital. We got there and I was in so much pain. Josh held my hand the entire time. When we were done I held him. I was bawling my eyes out but I didn't know why. Josh got to hold him and Xavier cuddled up to Josh.

We went home after 3-5 hours. I had to stay in bed for a few days. I didn't breast feed but I bottle fed him. Josh was very understanding. 

JR: Hy how are you feeling?

J:I'm feeling great.

JR: Well, I have to go to Walmart for more diapers and wipes and the baby formula. I love you if you need anything my mom and everyone else is here okay?

J: okay babe. Hey can you have your mom come down here plz. And I love you too.

JR: Ya I'll go get her right now. 

Josh went upstairs to get his mom. She came downstairs with Olivia R. They were comforting me and smothering me. They wouldn't stop holding my baby. I got very upset. I called Josh.

JR: Hi baby everything ok?

J:No it's not.

JR: whats wrong?

J: Your mom and your sister won't leave Xavier alone and not just that every 2 minuets you mom checks on me.

JR: i'm pulling up right now hang on.

J: okay babe.

Josh walks in with the stuff and his mom and Olivia left. Don't get me wrong I love them but, they get irritating after a while. Will was with his dad working on things. Josh fed the baby and cleaned. He also put Xavier to sleep. After we got to cuddle finally. 

J:It's been forever since we've cuddled together.

JR:I missed it. We can't do it again.

J:Oh we have to visit my mom cuz she wants to see Xavier. But we can wait a while.

JR: okay.

Josh kissed my forehead. I fell asleep. I woke up and got out of bed. I walked over to Xavier and held him. I had a smile on my face. I took Xavier to the kitchen to give him a bath since we didn't have a baby holder for the bath tub. He was so cute in the sink. When, he was done I put him in this then wrapped him up and we snuggled with his dad.

 When, he was done I put him in this then wrapped him up and we snuggled with his dad

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