I'm scared to loose you

                                    

                                          
I went back and Pennywise was still asleep and I laid down next to him. Once I laid with him he pulled me close to his chest. "Good morning Penny." I said kissing his nose. "Good morning hun." He said pulling me closer to him. He looked down at me with sadness in his eyes. "What's wrong you look sad." I asked. "N-nothing I'm fine." He said I knew he was lying. "Penny remember what you told me." I asked making him look down at me. "You said " You don't have to hide anything from me, you could tell me anything right. " Remember?" I told him. He had a tear roll down his cheek. I wiped it away with my thumb, and hugged him close to my chest and he started to cry more  and buried his face into my chest. "Penny it's ok. I'm here." I told him. It took him a while to speak but he spoke up to tell me what was wrong. "Ok I'll tell you why I've been sad for the past few days. I've been sad because, I had a dream a few nights ago, and it was about you giving birth, and you not surviving. And I'm scared that when you give birth you won't survive. I can't think about you not being with me." He told me with more tears rolling down his face. "Oh my god Penny. Is that why you've been protective and holding me close to you." I asked while I wiped the tears away from his face, and holding him close to my chest, and wrapped my arms around his head. He cried for a while and then nodded his head. "Penny don't worry I'm going to be fine once we have the baby." I told him kissing him softly. Oh my god I had no idea that he felt that way. He should've told me sooner so that I could help him. But I could tell that he was scared to tell me and I don't blame him. It is scary to loose someone you love. 
                          
(The next day) 
                          
After what Pennywise told me I was shocked the entire night but, I shrugged it off and now we are looking for my wedding dress. I didn't want to do anything fancy, so we just got something basic. After that we went back and i talked to Penny about the situation about me and the baby.