"(Y/n)?" Niall's voice shouted from downstairs. I quickly got up from the bed and ran down, hugging him tighly. "Thank you for coming", I whispered as I rested my head on his chest. "No problem", he replied as he ran his hand up and down my back.
"So, what's up?" Niall asked giving me a smile as we sat down in the living room. "Calum asked me out, so I called you. I need to know if it's smart to go or not", I said reffering to Calum calling a few hours after Harry left. It would be good for me to just go, and finally move on. "You should go", Niall said as he nodded his head fast. I let out a small giggle and took a deep breath. "You sure?" I asked in a serious tone. I wanted to go, but a part of me told me to stay and wait for Harry, but he was married. It was never going to work. "I'm sure.. Harry's not going to come flying back. I know it's hard, and I know he loves you more than Vanessa. But he can't just divorce her now..", Niall said in a serious tone, it almost scared me.
"What do you mean now?" I asked curious and a bit worried about what Niall meant. "He didn't tell you?" Niall asked sounding a little shocked. I shook my head and looked down as I fiddled with the necklace Harry got me for christmas that year. I never took it off. I felt like it kept me safe, and I had less nighmares wearing it. "No", I answered in a whisper tone, almost impossible to hear.
"Well, I should go, and you should go get ready for your date", Niall said getting up as he held my hand. I knew he was trying to avoid telling me what Harry never told me. "Yeah, what should I wear? And how should I do my makeup?" I asked myself stressed about what Calum expected, and what he had planned. "Hey, don't worry (y/n). You look beautiful no matter what you do, I promise", Niall said before he pulled me in to a hug. "Thank you", I whispered as I closed my eyes trying to get my mind off of Harry and what he never told me. Maybe that's why he left?
"Have fun", Niall said before he kissed me cheek and opened the door, leaving. I sighed and stood still for a while, trying to think about why Harry left, and what could be wrong. Why didn't he tell me?
Harry's P.O.V
"What the hell Harry? Why do you keep that a secret from her?! She has to know!" Niall shouted as he followed me around in the house. I was getting ready for a family dinner with mine and Vanessa's family, and I was stressed out. "Shut up Niall", I said angry that he didn't stay out of my problems. "She needs to know now", Niall said making me turn. We were both breathing heavy as we just stared at eachother. "Why?" I asked wanting to hear Niall's words. I knew he had talked to her. "Because she loves you. She needs to know, and she'll be there for you because she's the most amazing girl to excist, and you know that", Niall said with a calm voice as he looked at me with worried eyes, when all I did was continue the heavy breathing. "You're the best thing that's happened to her Harry, but you can also be the worst, just like last year when you slept with Vanessa. You have to tell her or she'll be gone for good", Niall said making me realise he was right. I couldn't keep this from her. "I'll tell her tonight after the dinner", I mumbled before I left the house getting in the car.
I just sat there for a few minutes, thinking. My life was crazy. I married the women of my dreams as a setup. I hated her at first, but she ended up being the gift of a lifetime. I messed up. I ruined that love for me to feel better instead og trying to fix things. I was selfish. So selfish. "Damn it", I mumbled and hit the gas pedal, driving towards the dinner. Halfway there I decided to make my way to (y/n)'s house. Our old house. I had to tell her, I had to know that she would be there. She was the only person that could make me feel better. I parked in her driveway just staring at her front door, wondering wether to knock on or just leave. Leaving would be wrong, just like every choice i've made. I let go of (y/n) at every opertunity I had to keep her. I was so stupid. I sighed and hit the gas pedal again, deciding to go to the dinner first knowing me and her might yell, and that takes a while.
When I had come past the corner I saw (y/n)'s beautiful figure walking with her head down as she tried to avoid the flashing cameras. I didn't care about the paparazzi and just pulled down the window. Why was she walking? And where? I wondered when her eyes looked up, seeing me. She looked angry when she realised it was me. I couldn't blame her. She was drunk and I made out with her, only to leave when Vanessa called. If I stayed with (y/n) that night I could have one last moment with (y/n) without this feeling of stress and regret that traveled through my body. I had to tell (y/n).
"Get in", I said looking at the road as I opened the passenger door. She took a deep breath as she made her way towards the car, avoiding paparazzi. I knew these pictures of me and her would be everywhere tomorrow, but I didn't care. I loved her. "Why are you walking?" I asked as I looked at her. She looked amazing. I could stare at her forever. "My car wouldn't start, uhm.. And I have a date to get to at the end of the street", she mumbled, avoiding my eyecontact, and I knew why. "Date?" I asked feeling jealousy and anger take over, but I quickly calmed down knowing I had no rights, I treated her like hell, and she deserved to be happy. Calum. Calum, I knew it was Calum. "Yes a date, can you just drive me there?" She asked when I hadn't started the car. The smell of her perfume filled the car. I missed that smell everyday.
"There", I mumbled when I reached the nice resturant. I knew Calum enjoyed her. I didn't blame him. (Y/n) was too perfect. She didn't answer. She just stared out of the window, and I could hear her heavy breathing. "Why did you leave me last night?" She finally asked turning towards me. I took a deep breath. I knew I had to tell her. "I love you", I said first, just so she knew it. "I love you so much, and I need you", I said telling the truth. She didn't say anything, all she did was stare at me, waiting for me to tell her. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. "Vanessa is pregnant (y/n). I'm the father", I said finally getting it out. Her eyes had filled with tears as she continued to stare at me, without saying a word. "Please, don't be mad", I begged in a whisper tone as I tried taking her hand, but she pulled away. "I have a date to get to", she said before she wiped away her tears and blinked them away as she opened the car door, running towards Calum as they wrapped their arms around eachother. I sighed and felt a tear fall down. She was moving on, and I finally realised it was the best for her. I was going to be a father, have a family. I took a deep breath before I took a last glance at (y/n) and Calum walking in hand in hand. I gently hit the gas pedal, making my way to the dinner.
