He stopped for a minute, and kneeled on the bed. Yi Bo whimpered from the lack of contact. Then, Zhan asked silently for permission. Yi Bo understood. The older man started undressing Bo. He let him do as he pleased. 
                          
Finally, Zhan had Yi Bo exactly as he had been fantasizing for a long time: stark naked on his bed. He took a minute to gaze at the young man that was driving him crazy with desire. Then Yi Bo pleaded.
                          
"Will you make me beg...?"
                          
"Never my..." he answered, stopping in the middle of the sentence. What was he really about to say? He didn't ponder on it, and finished, "...baby."
                          
He removed his own clothes, and got up. He reached for the nightstand drawer. Zhan took out a bottle of lube and a package of condoms. Threw them on the bed besides Bo and climbed on top of Bo again.
                          
He resumed kissing and caressing Bo, who had become a wobbly mess under Zhan's hands. An electrical current ran through him from head to toe. He was becoming impatient when suddenly, Zhan took Bo's cock in his mouth, running his tongue from the base to the tip of Yi Bo's member. Occasionally, he would stop at the tip, making swirling movements.
                          
When he judged that Bo was relaxed enough, he stopped briefly to open the lube and coated three of his fingers generously with the substance. Pained to part from Bo's body he asked.
                          
"Are you ready?"
                          
Bo just nodded. Incapable of producing any sound that was not a moan. Then, Zhan proceeded to introduce one finger into Yi Bo's entrance, moving it very slowly , just in and out at first and, when he believed Bo was ready, he began stretching him.
                          
At first, Yi Bo was so tight that it was difficult for Zhan to start the preparation process. However, he welcomed the intrusion because, in his mind, it made him closer to get what he wanted. 
                          
"Baby, "Zhan interrupted Yi Bo's thoughts. "Can I add another one?"
                          
Yi Bo just nodded. Zhan then added a second finger and continued stretching Bo. Working his fingers to open up the younger man, this time, Zhan curled his fingers and searched for Yi Bo's prostate.
                          
Yi Bo moaned, a toe-curling current of pleasure ran through his body. He closed his eyes and saw stars. 
                          
"Aaaggain... please." He begged.
                          
Zhan continued his mission, which was to pleasure Bo while working him open to receive him. Yi Bo seriously believed he would literally die from so much bliss. This was nothing like he imagined, it was a gazillion times better.
                          
Yi Bo found again his voice and whined to Zhan. "Please, I'm ready."
                          
Zhan ignored him. As impatient as he was to enter Bo, he knew he wasn't ready yet. If he rushed it he would end up hurting his baby. He would not have any of it.
                          
The older man held Bo and added a third finger, stretching him again and searching for the other man's prostate. Bo was a total mess, he kept asking for Zhan. 
                          
Finally, Zhan took pity on both of them and rolled the condom on his member. He wanted to make it special for Bo. He wanted this to be unforgettable. He wanted to be forever remembered by Bo. At that thought he paused. Did he really want to be remembered? He hesitated. His brain protested, No! He didn't want to be remembered, he wanted to stay present.
                          
But then, Yi Bo cried out. It reminded Zhan of what would come for both of them. He suggested Yi Bo.
                          
"It might be easier for you this time if you turn over," Zhan said.
                          
Yi Bo was reluctant. He paused while thinking about it. Then he declined saying.
                          
"No."
                          
"Why?" Zhan asked worried about him.
                          
"I... I want to see you."
                          
Zhan closed his eyes, shivering. Then he opened up again surprised when Bo's hand took his dick and guided him towards his entrance.
                          
"Wait!" Zhan exclaimed. He took the bottle of lube and coated his dick profusely.
                          
Then, very slowly, he began to push against Yi Bo's entrance. Two lonely tears ran down Yi Bo cheeks. Zhan worried and stopped dead in his tracks. 
                          
"Are you okay?" He asked.
                          
"Just a... minute. I... need to ... adjust."
                          
"We can stop..."
                          
"NO! I just need a moment."
                          
Zhan stole a hot passionate kiss from Bo, waiting for him to signal to continue. He wouldn't move a millimeter if Yi Bo didn't ask him to do so.
                          
To be honest, he also needed a pause. Otherwise, he'd come then and there. Bo was so hot and tight, squeezing hard around his shaft.
                          
Bo returned to his senses and whined to Zhan.
                          
"Please... move."
                          
Zhan controlled the first few thrusts, going slow and steady. He found Bo's prostate and Bo started to lose it. He moaned and begged for more. Groaning and calling for Zhan... for more of this overwhelming sensation. He reached out for Zhan's waist, touching him wherever he could.
                          
Increasing his speed Zhan was so close to his orgasm, he breathed deeply to calm down. He needed to make it good for Bo. This was not about his pleasure, it was about Yi Bo's.
                          
Continuing for a short while, Zhan noticed that Bo tried to reach his own cock. He caught his hand midair and said to him.
                          
"Wait, baby. I got you."
                          
Zhan, then started stroking Yi Bo's cock. Feeling the wetness at the tip. Bo was so ready to come and he was too.
                          
"Wanna come?" Zhan asked.
                          
The mindless mess that Bo became answered.
                          
"Fuck... yeah."
                          
Going faster in both fronts Zhan reached his climax first, then he felt Bo's come on his abdomen, hot and sticky. 
                          
He started separating from Yi Bo's body, when surprisingly, Yi Bo used his legs to hold him in place. Zhan was startled.
                          
"Not yet, please," Yi Bo pleaded. 
                          
They stared at each other for a moment, committing that instant to memory. Storing those strange feelings in their hearts.
                          
After a moment, Yi Bo let Zhan go. Zhan took off the condom and disposed it. He returned to bed, very silently. Yi Bo had not moved at all, regaining his breath. Zhan laid beside him. 
                          
Bo turned to Zhan and hugged him. Zhan held him, his head on Zhan chest. They were euphoric, but also, there was a feeling of yearning and some desperation floating in the air.
                          
Zhan held him tighter, dropping a butterfly kiss on his forehead. Yi Bo was so overwhelmed both physically and emotionally. He didn't dare break the silence. Like any word would break the spell that got them together at that moment.
                          
They stayed in each other's arms, basking in their warm. Finally, Zhan spoke.
                          
"How are you?"
                          
"Marvelous."
                          
He wanted to ask more. Something about how it was for Bo. He found out he was afraid. Afraid of causing Bo to be underwhelmed. He wasn't sure he had measured up to Bo's expectations. So, he could only come up with a simple question.
                          
"Are you happy?"
                          
Immediately, he regretted asking that. Yi Bo moved to look at him directly in the eyes and murmured.
                          
"Very happy," while his heart threatened to get out of his chest.