Part 18: First Times and Last Times

                                    

                                          
A/N: I wrote and uploaded this next two parts before Smosh put out an Every Tiktok Ever video, which I made up in my head for this part, so I'll just edit it a bit now so it matches theirs (not completely though). If you for some reason read this before and now it's different that's why lol.
                          
*Time jump: Wednesday morning*

                          
--------- Damien's POV ---------
                          
As I woke up and turned off the alarm, I took a deep breath and smiled to myself; waking up with (Y/N) in my arms was the best feeling in the world, just as great as falling asleep cuddling and with the sweet smell of her shampoo surrounding me. However, despite my best efforts, I couldn't tune out the thought that we were halfway through the week and soon (Y/N) would be gone. I had been falling slowly for her since we met and now I was scared I was in too deep and would be heartbroken once she went back home. "Good Morning," (Y/N) sleepily said as lifted her head from my arm and looked at me, smiling contently. "Morning," I replied beaming, if she left it didn't mean things had to be over, right? We could make things work long-distance and fly out to see each other regardless of our demanding jobs, we could keep it hidden from the public eye, or at least I really hoped we could. 
                          
We got up and got ready for the day the same way we did yesterday, taking turns and me cooking breakfast while (Y/N) showered. I wasn't that great at cooking, but seeing how happy (Y/N) got when I surprised her with breakfast made the effort worth it. Once we were done with breakfast we took our stuff and headed out the door, debating about the true meaning of this really wacky movie we had seen last night as we drove through the LA streets, the coolness of the night replaced by the heat brought by the warm sun rays. However, as we pulled up at the office building's parking lot something seemed to change in (Y/N), the light in her eyes dying down for an instant in such a faint way I wasn't even sure she had noticed. "Are you alright? You seem a bit down," I pointed out cautiously as I put my hand around the small of her back while we walked towards the access. "Yeah," she sighed and looked down at her moving feet, "it just hit me that this is my last big smosh shoot before I leave." 
                          
My heart broke as she said that, we had avoided talking about it and hearing her say it out loud made it all feel real. We stopped walking and stood there in silence, I didn't know what to say or how to be optimistic because of how much this affected me as well. "Come here," I said comfortingly as I opened my arms, (Y/N) smiling weakly at me and hugging me, her head resting on my chest. I held her tightly and telepathically told her what I didn't dare to say out loud; stay here with me, don't go. Regardless of how much I wanted to, I knew saying it would only make things harder, we both had our lives to get back to, whether we liked it or not. "It's ok," I whispered into her hair, knowing we both needed to hear that. 
                          
"Oh, no! (Y/N), what's wrong?" I heard a familiar voice say in a high-pitched tone, as rapid steps approached us. I looked up and saw Courtney pouting her lip and looking at us with a concerned expression as I let (Y/N) go. "Nothing, I was just talking with Damien about how this is my last official Smosh shoot," she replied, her voice a bit shaky, realizing why once I looked at her and saw tears threatening to spill. "That's so sad! You've become a great friend of mine and a fun colleague, I don't want you to go! I'll miss ya too much," Court confessed as she gave (Y/N) a quick and tight hug, looks like at least one of us had no problem saying what they thought. "But hey, the shoot is not over, in fact, this is the start of the two days, so let's make the most of it!" Courtney said excitedly as she shook her by the shoulders, getting her to loosen up and laugh. "Let's go!" Court exclaimed, taking (Y/N) by her hands and pulling her into the building, both of them starting to run and laugh as she looked back and waved at me, meaning she'd probably see me later.