Part 37

                                    

                                          
18.02.2020
                          
I AM SO TIRED. Today we started from 8:30 AM and finished at 5:00 PM.
                          
19.02.2020
                          
Yesterday was so exhausting. We had only two 15 minute breaks. Are you kidding me? That's inhumane. I had lecture that ended at 12:00 PM and another that started at 12:00 PM. At the end of the day my head was going to explode.
                          
When we finished early at 5:00, we were suposed to finish 30 minutes after that, I went to the library to get some books. Mark helped me with them because I didn't know what we needed for this semestur. I then when alone to by myself to buy food. And after that I went straight back home. It was around 6:30 PM when I sat down to eat. 
                          
Now it's my third day on the OMAD diet. The first two days were hard, but today I'm feeling better and I am sure I won't even notice it when a few more days pass. I have some concerns about this diet tho. Yesterday when I finished eating I drank some water and I felt like I was going to vomit. I layed down on my bed just waiting my sickness to pass. I made sure I wasn't over eating. It may have been the water I drink after. I don't know. If this happens again I may have to quit the OMAD diet. 
                          
While I was feeling sick I texted with the hot girl I mentioned in the last update. I need to give her a fake name as well. I found out that she can speak and write in Bulgarian and I was impressed not gonna lie. Her grammar isn't good but for a foreigner she did amazing. We started having problems with the messages on wattpad so I gave her my number and I told her that she should text me on viber. She told me she will once she got back home and she told me it was going to take her only 30-40 minutes. It was alredy 9:30 PM and I was ready to go to sleep but I decided to wait for her. She made me wait way to long I got in bed at 11. And I am mad at her. I told her that I will punish her for making me wait like that and just said good night to her. I won't be texting her anytime soon. Let's see when will she decides to text me. If she decides that is. And you know why I am actually mad at her? I am mad because I could have slept instead of wasting time like that. I am so sleep-deprived and all of the sleep I can get is good.
                          
Today Daly texted me. I had previously sent her a picture of my chat with Nate. I don't remember if I told you that he texted me on valentine's day saying he wants to talk to me. I lied to him and told him that he can't call me now because I'm with my boyfriend. His only answer to that was ok and a shoked looking emojie. Daleyza was asking if he had dared to text me back after that. I just asked her what she thinks he did. And she said: "I hope he hasn't 😁". No he hasn't Daly, but you won't get to know that. She completely ignored the picture of my LP socks.
                          
Today also I got to see Flower in nothing but her bra and lacey underwear. I did check her out and I loved her body. I need to control myself people notice if you're checking them out. I know Page saw me and called me out on it. She is the only girl from my group that I want to bang hardcore. The other girls are pretty hot as well but they don't have that punk/metal/rock vibe to them. And I fucking can't contain myself when a girl like that is around. I'm so obvious around them it's killing me from the inside.
                          
I will eventually master this. And let's hope I'm not obvious to them. I will work a lot on myself this decade.
                          
OMG DUDE KILL ME. It's 4:51 PM my roommate Flower got up from bed and she is baisicali wearing nothing. OMG I CAN'T LIVE LIKE THAT. IT IS TAKING SO MUCH OF ME NOT TO LOOK AT HER GETTING DRESSED IN FRONT OF ME. OMG. I NEED TO GET AWAY FROM HERE. 
                          
She got dressed in front of me as I was typing and I am preaty sure she was completely naked just now. I didn't dare to look away from my phone. Omg I can't belive I survived that. It hasn't even been a week since we've met.
                          
Kim called me. She is so horny it's unbelievable. And she kept trying to poke around about my beliefs. Leave me alone whore.
                          
It's 9 PM now. And I just remembered that I forgot to tell you that last night daddy asked me if I have ever felt what true love is. I told him the truth. But I did not mention Daleyza at all to him. 
                          
And today we got the history of only one patient. The poor guy couldn't even breave. I helped him get up on the bed. He asked me for help so I just left my notes on his bed and tried helping him up. Mark and a nurse behind him had to help as well. He was really confused and didn't really knew what was happening to him. Lena and somebody else from my goup got in a fight about the thyroid gland in front of the patient. Alice broke them off almost imidiately. But still that shouldn't have happened in front of our patient and the other patients in the room. 
                          
It's a bit short this part but I just needed to post it. I will update soon❤