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a/n give me some billie fic suggestions please <3
                          
alysia's pov
                          
"hey, huddy." i smiled as i opened the front door. 
                          
"hey, alysia." he smiled back, wrapping me into a hug. 
                          
he pulled away from the hug. "you mind if i get me a glass of water?" 
                          
i shook my head. "not at all." i walked into the kitchen and he followed, going over to the cabinets to grab a cup, then proceeded to fill it up with water. 
                          
"sometimes i think you just come over to eat my food." i joked as he grabbed a candy bar off of the counter.
                          
"looks like i've been caught." he sighed. we both let out small laughs. "so what have you been up to?" 
                          
i shrugged. "nothing much. i've just been texting billie. her ep is coming out in a couple days." i grinned excitedly. 
                          
his smile faltered for a moment. "oh. that's cool." 
                          
i furrowed my brows. "why do you always get so weird when i bring billie up?" 
                          
he raised an eyebrow and chuckled. "what are you talking about?" 
                          
"your smile always drops, but only for, like, a few seconds. and your whole mood changes. what is that about?" i asked softly. 
                          
"i don't know what you're talking about." he shook his head.
                          
"yes you do, hudson. you're my bestfriend. i thought we told each other everything?" 
                          
he kissed his teeth and shook his head once more. "that's the thing. right there. bestfriends." he brought a hand up to run through his hair. "i'm in fucking love with you, alysia! is that what you wanted to know?" 
                          
i shook my head slowly. "h-hudson... i'm gay. y-you can't like me." 
                          
"i know. trust me, i know." he said lowly. 
                          
he pushed himself off the counter that he had leaned against, and placed his glass down on it. "i'm gonna go, now." he mumbled. 
                          
i just stood there in shock, watching as he left the kitchen. i heard the front door slam shut and i flinched. 
                          
how does he like me? he knows that i'm gay (very gay at that.) 
                          
"hey, you okay?" i heard a voice call. 
                          
i looked up and saw brendan looking at me with concern. i shook my head and he frowned, walking over and embracing me in a tight, warm hug. 
                          
"what happened, sissy? i heard the door slam." he asked as he ran a hand up and down my back. 
                          
i rested my head against his chest. "it was hudson... h-he said he's in love with me." i mumbled quietly.
                          
brendan rested his chin on top of my head. "but you're gay..."
                          
"i know. that's what i don't get. i... i feel so bad." 
                          
"it's not your fault, alysia." i could hear him frown. "you're just really loveable."
                          
i laughed a little. "that's not a word."
                          
"yeah it is. i just said it."
                          
i shook my head with a small smile. "i'ma go to sleep." 
                          
"it's only seven o'clock." he furrowed his eyebrows. 
                          
"i'm going to sleep." i repeated. 
                          
"well goodnight then." he pressed a kiss to my forehead. "love you."
                          
"love you too." i smiled softly.