The sun started to rise and making the light go into Izuku's room waking him up. With a grunt the said boy got up and looked at himself in the mirror the stood in front of him.
"Another day waking up in the hell hole.." he muttered to himself before he turned away and walked towards his closet taking out his clothes and walked to his bathroom. He turned on the water and waited for the water to warm up before he got in. He grabbed his blades and cut his legs and arms as he waited for the water. He cut himself for everything everyone had told him.
1- useless
2- worthless
3- ugly
4- quirkless
5- dumb
6- not enough
7- waste of space
8- powerless
9- freak
10- just kill yourself
11- unloved
12- uncared for
13- alone
14- idiot
15- unworthy of living
And so on until he made it to 30 cuts on his arms and legs.
He finished cutting and got into the shower ignoring the burning sensation he felt go through his body and held back a pained yelp by biting his lip.
After his shower, he put in bandages on himself and then he put on his clothes and walked out of his room straight to the front door, not bothering to say goodbye or good morning to his mother. 'What's the point in saying it? She'll never notice me either way'
Izuku thought to himself. He walked to school avoiding the route he knew Bakugou was waiting for him with his group of friends.
He made it to his school walking into his classroom ignoring the stares he was getting and put his head down on the desk. An explosion was heard which made the black and green haired boy pick up his head making eye contact with his bully. "Where the fuck were you shitty deku?! Trying to avoid me?" Bakugou yelled at the boy. Izuku at this point had grown used to the fact that his old friend did this to him that he no longer reacted.
That only pissed the blonde boy more, "LOOK AT ME WHILE IM TALKING TO YOU FUCKFACE!" He yelled. The smaller male just nodded and looked at him, "p-please leave me alone B-bakugou... I did nothing to you..."
The taller male smirked and laughed, "you did nothing to me? You exist, you worthless piece of shit." He laughed and so did the rest of the people in the room. Bakugou finally let go of Izuku and sent an explosion to his face before walking away and going to his desk.
'It hasn't even been 3 hours since school started and I'm already hurt... I really am worthless... I can't even stand up for myself...' he thought to himself.
After school
School ended and Izuku was on his way home when he heard soft cries in an alleyway. He couldn't help but turn and walked to the sound of the cries and looked shocked when he saw a little baby boy left in a box with nothing but a note and a blanket that was covering him.
Izuku took the note and opened it reading what was inside.
'I can't keep him... as much as I would love to, I can't... by the time someone finds this letter and my baby, I will already be dead... I'm so sorry for leaving him but I had to keep him safe... his name is Kota Izumi, he's 5 months old and his birthday is December 12th. Please give him a better life that I could never give him...'
After reading the letter Izuku's heart broke for the baby. He didn't deserve this, he was just a baby but now he has no mother and father... Izuku understood... he understood what was happening in Kota's life because it happened to him except his mother was alive but it was like she didn't exist to him.
So Izuku picked up the baby boy and took him home with him. 'He's only a baby he deserves better. I'll give him everything he needs... I am be 14 but this is my child now... I will do everything to protect him...' The black and green haired boy thought himself as he walked home but not without stopping at the store to buy the the things he will need for his new son. He bought baby formula, diapers, clothes, baby wipes, a pacifier, toys and more things a baby would need.
He finally made it home and went straight to his room with the boy in his arms who was currently asleep before putting him down in the bed. "You are my new reason to live... I will protect you no matter what." Izuku said to the baby with a smile on his face and started to set up everything. He put the diapers and things in his closet along with the baby's clothes and he set up a play corner for Kota away from anything that might harm him.
'I don't know... what if I can't do anything for him? What if he gets hurt? I'm not ready to be a parent! What was I thinking! I'm so stupid!' He screamed at himself in his mind, he started to doubt himself as he started to think it all over. Just as he was going to go to the bathroom and get his blades, he heard a cry come from his bed and he looked over to see Kota was now wake and crying. It was as if a switch flipped in his body and brain and he ran over to the baby and picked him up rocking him side to side, patting his back and singing a soft melody to his son. After the cries had calmed he looked down to be met with a pair of beautiful brown eyes looking up at him with a smiles on his chubby face.
That warmed Izuku's heart and he started to coo at the baby. "Hi, my love~ did you sleep well? Aw look at you, your so handsome!~" Izuku said as he placed a kiss on Kota's temple, to which he let out a small squeal and smile.
The now father looked at his new son and smiled softly... 'I made the correct choice taking you in Kota... I love you..' he thought and he spent the rest of the day with his son playing, feeding him, and changing him.
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So... I made a new story! I'll actually try to upload and update this story unlike my other ones! I'm actually excited for this one! I hope you enjoy!
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