Chapter 43

                                    

                                          
Recap: "So we have all made the mutual decision, to go our separate ways." Nash told us.
                          
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Madi's POV:
                          
I was so quiet you could hear a pin drop.
                          
My mouth fell open.
                          
Suddenly, half the girls in the room burst into tears.
                          
"Hey, hey, hey, no crying." Hayes said.
                          
"Yeah, we're still going to be doing meet and greets and stuff, it just won't be called 'MAGCon' anymore." Taylor explained.
                          
"Yeah, plus Hayes, Nash, Cam, and I have our own little family now." Carter said.
                          
That didn't help the situation. Everyone started crying even harder knowing that they have a new family that isn't all of the guys.
                          
Cam looked at me with a hopeful smile. But it quickly slid of his face when he saw mine.
                          
I didn't realize that I was crying until my vision went blurry and I felt my cheeks get wet.
                          
I lifted my hand and felt my wet cheeks as Cam stared at me with worry in his eyes.
                          
Without thinking, I turned and ran.
                          
I could barely hear Cam calling my name, but I didn't care. I ignored him and kept running.
                          
I ran away, blindly.
                          
I say blindly because I had absolutely no idea where I was going.
                          
But I didn't care. How could Cam do that.
                          
I mean, I am obviously upset that they broke up. They other guys were like my brothers. They were the only other family Cam and I had.
                          
But I was more upset that Cam didn't tell me earlier. He had to tell me at the same time he told the whole fucking world.
                          
I wiped my eyes and slowed down to a walk, looking around.
                          
I kept walking until I passed a Starbucks, then I went inside.
                          
I pulled out the emergency money I keep in my phone case, and buy a white chocolate mocha.
                          
After I bought my coffee, I sat down in a chair in the corner of the room.
                          
Pressing the home button on my phone, I saw I had 53 missed calls and 71 new text messages.
                          
Seeing they were all from the guys, I ignored them and plugged my headphones in.
                          
I turned the volume all the way up and pressed Nirvana's Smells Like Teen Spirit.
                          
So I couldn't hear a thing.
                          
I was sipping my coffee, staring off into space.
                          
Suddenly, I felt someone sit next to me.
                          
I shifted away from them a little bit, but they scooted closer to me.
                          
I turned to tell them to go away, but I was surprised to see Jack Johnson next to me, and Gilinsky sitting in the chair across from me.
                          
I paused my music and pulled out my ear buds.
                          
"What are you doing here?" I asked them.
                          
"Looking for you." Johnson said.
                          
"Why?" I asked.
                          
"Because we were all worried about you. Especially Cam." Gilinsky told me.
                          
I just rolled my eyes.
                          
"What?" Gilinsky asked.
                          
"Why didn't anyone tell me?" I asked, turning to face him.
                          
He looked surprised. Him and Johnson exchanged looks.
                          
"I think Cam should tell you. He had his reasons." Johnson said.
                          
"So will you come back with us so Cam cane explain?" Gilinsky asked.
                          
Him and Johnson stood up, each holding out a hand for me.
                          
I hesitated. Yeah, I wanted to go back and figure out why he kept it form me. But at the same time. I'm still fucking pissed at Cam, and everyone for keeping that a secret form me.
                          
Gilinsky wiggled his fingers, telling me to grab his hand.
                          
I sighed and grabbed both Jack's hands.
                          
They pulled me up and we left Starbucks, heading back.
                          
"How did you find me?" I asked after a few minutes of walking.
                          
"Well, we were just walking around trying to find you, then we saw Starbucks." Johnson said.
                          
"And since we know you, we knew you would be in there." Gilinsky finished, making me giggle.
                          
"You know me so well." I said.
                          
Jack and Jack hooked their arms through each of mine, so I was in between them. 
                          
"Come along Madi Dear." Johnson said in a British accent.
                          
Both Jacks started skipping down the sidewalk, dragging me along.
                          
"Skip with us Madison!" Gilinsky screamed in my ear.
                          
I sighed, but started skipping nevertheless.
                          
We skipped the whole way to the hotel. Jack and Jack finally allowing me to stop skipping once we got in the lobby.
                          
We got in the elevator and Jack and Jack fought over who got to press the button.
                          
Finally getting tired of waiting while they argued, I pressed the button for our floor.
                          
"Hey!" They both said.
                          
I just shrugged and leaned against Gilinsky.
                          
The elevator stopped at our floor, and we all got out.
                          
I stopped in front of Cam's door.
                          
"Madi, come on." Johnson said.
                          
"What if he's mad at me." I mumbled.
                          
"He won't be mad at you." Gilinsky told me.
                          
"He could be." I argued.
                          
"Well you won't know unless you go in there." Johnson said, giving me a look.
                          
I sighed, and knocked.
                          
Matt opened the door, his eyes widening when he saw me.
                          
"Madi!" He screamed.
                          
There was a big thump.
                          
"WHAT?!" I heard everyone yell.
                          
Suddenly, all the guys appeared behind him, pushing each other to get to me first.
                          
Carter did though. He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me to his chest tight.
                          
My arms snaked around his waist as I hugged him back.
                          
"Ok, now it's my turn." Cam said, pulling us apart.
                          
He picked me up by my waist and I put my arms around his neck.
                          
"I'm so sorry." I whispered.
                          
"Don't be. I'm the one who's sorry." He told me.
                          
Cam put me down and all the other guys wanted to hug me too.
                          
So of course who was I to stop them.
                          
Everyone took turns hugging me, Jacob holding on a little bit longer.
                          
I think sharing a room with him has made us alot closer. He's like another brother.
                          
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Happy Thanksgiving everyone! 
                          
I am currently with my family in a cabin in Snoqualmie Pass. Its near Seattle, Washington. We just got back from playing in the snow and are now watching Top Gear. 
                          
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