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Haha omg I don't even know what to begin with! I guess I'll start with Use Somebody and why I ended it so shortly.

Basically I think it would have been boring to read about their life with their two kids, life being perfect, so writing about their happiness would have been too boring to write and too boring to read when it's obvious that every one of them had their own families now, and their own happy lives! So I wanted to get you guys to open your eyes about love and life, that's why I wrote about how Jenna felt. And surprise, surprise, it came straight from my own heart, I wasn't trying to get myself in Jenna's position or anything, I wrote about how I feel. Falling in love could take weeks, months or years, but in Jenna' and Harry's story I reckon it didn't even take a week. I wasn't in love when I began writing my stories, but later I fell in love just in a matter of couple weeks. I'm sorry if you've never been in love or you think it takes a year to fall in love with someone, but you do know that 'love at first sight' can really happen? So anyway, I know there are a lot of sad people out there reading my stories right now, and I hate it when someone's sad. That's why I wrote about the beauty in life. You don't have to be in love or have someone, to be happy. You have to love yourself and the little things around you. I ain't gon be all sad right now and tell you how I was depressed once and wanted to take my life, but slowly I began seeing the beauty in everything and I got better. I'm happy, in love, doing what I love in life, so please, remember that everything is possible. I'm not rubbing my happiness in your face, I'm telling that if I can be happy, so can you. Everyone deserves to be happy.

And then.. how can I EVER thank you enough? Yeah, exactly, I can't. Sometimes when I read Still Into You from the beginning, I cry in laughter, I'm so embartassed of my writing skills in the beginning, and it really was a bit like After but as you've noticed, it's not. So thanks to those of you who kept reading even tho it was After-like in the beginning. I love you. Writing these two books was a journey, it took me nearly two years, gosh. I grew up during these books and it's all because of you. Yeah, you. You encouraged me to write more, just because of clicking the small vote button, or just by reading the new chapter so I could see the amount of viewers. It's all because of you. Thank you.

You really are the best readers ever. Remember when my grandma died? Yeah, you were there to support me, sending me all your love, giving me strength to make it through the day. Without your support throughout my ups and downs, we wouldn't have made it this far. So thank you, gracias, merci, tack, kiitos. I love you.

And then.. Nearly 1million reads in Still Into You? Are you kidding me? Nearly 500K in Use Somebody? Really guys, really? That's fucking amazing. I'm just a girl outta nowhere and so many of you have read my stories, like what? Gosh, guys, you make me cry.

Reading your comments and reactions throughout the books have been hilarious, like omfg, I never knew I could make someone feel that way with my writings haha. And just because I haven't answered at barely any of the comments, I still read 'em. Eeeeeeevery one of them. Even the hate in Still Into You, hahah the hate comments are the funniest really, like I would care.

Well, we all know this is not the end, I'll be writing more books in the future, but for now I'll have a break and just sit here and watch you guys doing your thing. Please comment to this, so I know you know I love you etc.

Thank you. I love you. ❤️

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