Merry christmas|13

                                    

                                          
Namjoons pov
                          
Being successful is my happiness now. Well me , and Jimin do try do couple things like long drives and romantic dinners.
                          
But...  it always ends up Jimin sleeping with any new woman everyday. He did promise after marriage he will start to be loyal towards me. 
                          
Though since we are trying to be romantically involved together, have not seen Jimin for long time. I usually only see him once, or twice  during a week. So even any kind of friendship of our has completely gone. 
                          
To be honest if anyone asked me who is Park Jimin to me? I would answer Just somebody I used to know , that is stranger, I am engaged to. Who once was my best friend. Sadly I cannot ever recognise who he is. 
                          
But what is worrying is if he ever get over yoongi. I know he hasn't seen yoongi over 3 years, but when come home he reads all the books yoongi has written. 
                          
Knew the fact yoongi is talented teacher, but one of the worlds great novelist was quite surprise. Maybe me, and Jimin being afar from our lost lovers was good thing for them. 
                          
Yeah it's quite lonely in my office just making deals, and going to meetings to escape the reality. 
                          
But I am making my mother proud, because of how my business has flourished. Everytime try to hook up with anyone I end up running the other direction. 
                          
Guess I am to damaged to get fixed of fathers evil master plans of me. As in the case of me , and father only talk during business meetings. 
                          
As for Jackson, and yugyeom stopped seeing them. Jackson left me completely alone. After  betraying me he didn't even say goodbye towards his one, and only brother. 
                          
I end up in the shower crying my heart out.
 The shower is the only thing that makes my tears disappear. 
                          
But hopefully this year during Christmas something might change. Actually no, something must please change. 
                          
My father has sadly not given me freedom, even on Christmas. So we are having huge party at his mansion. Then I have to act like his family. Good thing jimin is here with me.
                          
 We walk in the huge crowd of huge business tycoons, as my so called rivals. However to be the biggest business man ever, my father ofcourse invite them to rub my success in there faces. 
                          
It's very typical of my father to put down people even if it's his own very son. Many people start chattering quite loudly about me, even though they think it's whispering was quite annoying. 
                          
Jimin wrapped one of his arms around my waist, whispered in my ear. With trying so hard to sound he is actually in love with me " you look so stunning" 
                          
I smile as always with polite thank you whispered back to him. Cannot fight Jimin for trying to make this relationship work. Guess  need to get over Jungkook.
                          
 Not reasonable to wait for someone, that will never want anything to do with me. Especially after how badly treated Jungkook. As was daydreaming out of my boredom.
                          
Jimin nudges my shoulder to indicate,  there is quite massive mistletoe above our heads.  He  cracks a small smile, and was about to lean in to kiss me. However the lights all went out . I close my hands into fists harshly. 
                          
As being in the dark is one of my worst fears ever. It absolutely terrified me the very thought of getting panic attack. Then dad will punish me for showing any sort of signs of my anxiety , and depression to the public. 
                          
 Many people start to shout out from lights going out suddenly. I am pushed around, and pinned against the wall with my arms above my head. Somehow feeling calm in strangers hold.
                          
 The stranger then pressed his lips so roughly against mine in heated kiss,  making me weak easily for more touches to carry on. 
                          
When the lights went on knew this kiss would only be from handsome raven head that made me feel butterflies every day.  With a single memory of him the one, and only Jeon Jungkook. 
                          
His lips even pulled apart from mine, but they still hover over mine teasing me so badly it's irritatingly hot. Getting lost in his sharp doe eyes, he suddenly whispers against my lips with peck.
                          
 " Merry Christmas for ... us finally has been granted my dearest Namjoon" He wraps his arms tightly around my waist. 
                          
I don't even struggle to get out of his strong arms. As my body and heart didn't not want to escape any trap that is set by my Jeon Jungkook. 
                          
His hair has grown, and his muscles feel like if he wants he can rip out of his jet black suit any second. Right now I would not mind that at all. 
                          
Gosh I hate it, and love it how he makes me wrapped around his finger so easily.  He slips piece of paper in my back pockets of my trousers.
                          
He simply walks away as if nothing happened between us. I sigh in frustration of life throwing more problems to deal with. Hopefully Jimin didn't see the kiss between me , and the love of my terrible life. 
                          
Opening the piece of paper there was his number, and address with time to meet at. I needed to see him. Maybe seeing him once to apologise for my harsh words, we can maybe be friends. Just want Jeon Jungkook in my life again. 
                          
But what could not understand is ...  how did he know where I be tonight? . Got to back to Jimin fast, before he suspects anything.