Chapter 7

                                    

                                          
Disclaimer: This is just part 2 of chapter 6 so it's not going to be as long as a full chapter.😀
                          
When I'm finally home, I pull out the box full of Christmas decorations, and turn on my music.
                          
The house vibrates with the sound of One Direction blasting through my speakers.
                          
It only takes me about two hours to get the house fully decorated. My parents get home at around 7:30. 
                          
After making dinner and taking a shower I lock myself in my bedroom.
                          
Harry has called me every night since the day he asked me to be his girlfriend.
                          
I was shocked that he asked me because I've never had a boyfriend. No guy has ever even noticed me without bullying me.
                          
But I already know that Harry is different.
                          
He makes me feel different.
                          
He makes me feel like I am worth something, like I'm an equal, not like he's above me.
                          
When I talk to him I can feel that he cares about me.
                          
When I FaceTime him I can see it in his eyes, that I'm not just a charity case, but that he actually wants to talk to me.
                          
I'm still really nervous about what would happen if we ever went public. Because I've seen videos and articles of his fans cyber bullying his previous girlfriends. I don't think I would be able to take that. I can barely live with the bullying that's happening at my school, I can't imagine every single teenage girl in the world hating me.
                          
And I worry about what would our relationship be like if we actually got serious. He travels a lot all over the world. If we got super serious I wonder what it would be like when he goes on tour. Would I go with him? Would he take me with him to travel the world? Would I stay home? Would we only see each other a couple times a year? Would I want to live a life like that? Would he want to live a life like that with me?
                          
All these questions are running through my head, we haven't even seen each other in person but I am already thinking what things would do you like in the future. I always do this, I always overthink. All he did was asked if I would be his girlfriend. I wonder if he thinks about these things.
                          
My thoughts get disturbed by Harry's name flashing on my phone screen. It's a FaceTime call so I rush to grab my laptop before answering it on there.
                          
Harry: Hey, Eve! How has your day been?
                          
Evelyn: Boring, I had to set up the house for Christmas.
                          
Harry: How's that boring? I loved setting up the Christmas tree, and lights.
                          
Evelyn: Yeah, but you had a nice family to help.
                          
Harry: You did it alone?
                          
Evelyn: Yeah
                          
Harry: You shouldn't have had to do that alone...
                          
Evelyn: Harry it's fine, I'm used to it
                          
Harry: You shouldn't have to be used to it though.
                          
Evelyn: I know, but that won't change anything.
                          
Harry: I wish I was there with you.
                          
Evelyn: I wish you were here, too.
                          
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I hope y'all liked this, I added more thoughts and feelings. 
                          
Btw guys, someone said to take my time on the chapters, but then someone else said that they are dying for the next chapter. I'm getting conflicted... I'm just kidding, I appreciate both of y'all commenting. I just thought it was funny.😂😂😂
                          
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