I woke up at 5 AM and I couldn't sleep since. Billie's peacefully sleeping near me sometimes moving her bottom lip, cutie. I decided to get some fresh air and walked to the balcony with a blanket wrapped around me. I sat on a little bench and started looking at city burning with bright lights. I'm so excited about our dinner with my dad, but also I'm so sad because whatever happens after dinner I'll have to deal with it. If I won't get along with my dad and we'll never talk again I'm going to be depressed because I've always wanted to have my dad in my life, but if we get along and start to talk more and see each other my mom is going to be so mad at me. I can lose her but I don't want to, I don't want to lose my parent while fixing my relationship with other one. This shit is so complicated, plus I have school soon which makes things worse. My life sucks, dude. Suddenly I felt someone tap on my shoulder, Billie sat next to me in her cute pyjamas with a sleepy face. -Stop overthinking, everything will be fine. -I can't, I feel drama running towards me and my shitty life. -Your life is not shitty since I appeared.-She said with a smirk and I just rolled my eyes smiling. -You're right, you make everything worth it.-I told her wrapping her in my blanket, and now we are sitting on the bench, hugging each other. -Everything will be fine, I promise you. You always have me and I'll help you whatever happens. -Thanks. -Let's go to bed and try to sleep, you have big day tomorrow, reunion with your dad. -Yep. We returned to bed and I fell asleep quickly in Billie's arms.
10:56 AM
-Rosie, wake up. -Stop shaking me, I want to sleep. -Wake up, it's late. I ordered breakfast. -Okay okay. I sat on bed and looked at Billie, she was in her pyjamas with a messy bun on her head, cute. I walked to the bathroom and quickly brushed my teeth and washed my face. I came back to the bedroom and Billie was sitting on bed with table in front of her. I sat near her and we started eating. -So, do you have any plans for today?-I asked her. -Nah, what about you? -I think I should see my mom, she's back from her business trip. You wanna go with me? -Yeah, why not. Does she know who I am? -She knows Billie Eilish but she didn't recognize you when we were facetiming so I don't know. Last summer when I was listening to your songs she was doing laundry and she heard your songs "Stop listening to stuff like this, it's depressing" that's what she said. But even if she'll recognize you I don't think that she is going to do something about it. I'm not going to stop being friends with you. I'll call her and find out where she is now. I called my mom and she picked up at once. -Hello? -Hey, mom. How are you doing? -I'm good Rosie. Where are you? I came to visit your grandmother and you're not here. She told me that you're staying at this Billie girls'. -Yeah, I'm with Billie. -You can't stay with someone that you don't know! What the hell are you doing? I left only for 3 days and you're doing shit behind my back! -Chill, grandma knows where I am. Nothing was going to happen. Anyways, I'm coming now, we can discuss it when I'm there. Bye.
Hell yeah, I hung up on her and I don't give a shit. -What happened? -My mom is mad at me because I'm staying with you because "I can't stay with someone that I don't know". I knew drama was coming. So, you better stay here, I'll go there and handle that. -No, I'll come. -No Billie, I don't want my mom to tell you something bad. -I don't care, I'll go. -Are you sure? -Positive, let's get ready. -Okay. We quickly changed our clothes.
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We left the building and got into the car and Billie drove to my grandma's house. Billie parked the car and we knocked on the door. Grandma quickly opened the door with confused look. -It's okay, abuela. Don't worry. We got inside and walked to the kitchen, my mom was sitting on the table drinking tea. -Hey, mom. -Good morning.-Billie said. -Well, hello guys. I didn't expect you to bring this girl here. -Um,yeah I t- -Yeah, I wanted to come with her.-Billie interrupted me. -You know what, you look so familiar Billie.-My mom suddenly said and my eyes were about to pop out.-Aren't you that depressive singer Billie Eilish? -Yeah, you're right I am that singer. -Mom ,you can't say stuff like this. -I can say whatever I want, you should mind your own business. You stayed at her place without my permission. -Billie lives in Los Angeles, we stayed at her hotel room. -That makes things even worse! I'm tired of your shit! Why can't you be a normal child?! -Oh please, don't pretend that you give a shit about me and my life! -Language Rosie! How are you talking to your mother?! That's her fault, you have never talked to me like this! She's spoiling you!- Mom pointed at Billie. -Shut the hell up, there's only one person that spoils me and that's you! You can't decide who I'm being friends with! You never liked my friends and because of you I don't have them anymore! I have only Billie and you can do nothing about it! Get over it! You never cared about me and did whatever you want! Even now you're sending me to school with no god damn reason! You know that I'm not a social person and have anxiety, I've never been to school and never wanted it! But you want it and because of you I have to deal with this! If you wouldn't leave dad this shit wouldn't have happened! I hate you with my whole heart! I took Billie's arm and walked out of house slamming the door. We got in the car and Billie quickly drove to the hotel. When we got into the room I took pillow ant started beating it as hard as I could. I always kept my anger to myself and now I'm exploding. When I calmed down I just sat on the floor crying, I'm so exhausted, both, mentally and physically. I felt Billie sit near and hug me. -Shhh, it's okay baby. I'm with you. I just hugged her back and continued crying on her shoulder. -I'm v-very s-sorry B-Billie. I d-didn't want y-you to hear t-that b-but I c-couldn't t-take it a-anymore. -Hey, it's okay, you're good. Don't worry. Let's change our clothes and chill I'll order some food. Okay? -O-okay. We both got up from the floor and quickly changed back to our pyjamas. Billie ordered some food and we sat on the bed eating and watching TV.
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