Part 23

                                    

                                          
05.12.2019
                          
I totally forgot my mom's bithday this morning and I senserly apologized to her.
                          
"I am not some picked up from the street, stupid drug addict."
                                                     - M.T.
                    
08.12.2019
                          
Okay I will explain. This week was stresfull. I had to study 3 completely different things for Friday. And I just forgot about my mom's bithday. I know I'm awfull. I woke up and ofcorse I called her to let her know that I am awake. And I started bitching to her how many things I need to do. And then she interrupted me and said: "Thank you for wishing me happy birthday". Ugh. I'm just awful. I apologized to her imidiately. Then later that day I apologized again to her. 
                          
I found out that Michael is kinky and he is an absolute beginner in this. But I think it's cute how he wants to be the dominant one. I will let him have some fun the first time, cause he's cute trying to pretend he knows what he's doing. After that I am training him. I won't be having some mediocore bdsm sex. Me and him texted dirty stuff Friday night. And he sended me a dick pick. It's was unexpected, but I loved how he chose to do it. He didn't show everything you can clearly see him though his pants. I enjoy how he left some stuff to the imagination. Next Friday me and him are going to have fun. I and the day after that I'm going back home. I hope he doesn't leve any marks on me. 
                          
I told D that me and him are a thing now. And she just reacted surprised. And she told me that when we see each other I should tell her everything. I hope when that happens I have a few hickies from him. I miss her a lot. And the song that Harry Styles dropped yesterday explains exactly how I feel for her. 
                          
Nate just texted me just too see what I was doing. I told him I'm studying wich was a lie. I just didn't want to talk to him. He told me the other day that he will be coming back in April and he invited me to an event that is happening in his city. I didn't say no, because Michael said he probably will be going back to his country by that time. I just hope that by that time I don't have to give an explanation to a boyfriend or whatever why I'm going to an event with another guy. And on top of this the whole situation reminds me of the psychic grandma who predicted that something good is going to happen to me in the spring. I don't want Nate. 
                          
I'm probably not going to post as much because of the session. But I will do my best to update you.
                          
*Edit*
09.12.2019
                          
I know I just posted this. It's 1:45 AM and I just heard some wolf's hollowing. Preaty cool.