it had took us a good amount of time to finally leave the bed cause we both knew as soon as we did we would pretend to forget about what happened
we would act as if there were no strings attaching us
as if we were nothing more but strangers
something was hurting and i knew it was cause i had lost every sense of right and wrong for this man
i knew it was cause i started lusting for him as soon as his rough hands left my body
a part of me had turned mad - mad for him and there was no going back
he was in my mind, my body and maybe even in my heart
i hated how much i loved it
youngho did me wrong, youngho was bad, youngho was evil
how come it made me want him even more?
what was it that this man had and no one else could give?
finding myself in the kitchen i realized how empty it was
where was everyone?
usually it would be quite full and loud at any time of the day
it was where everyone seemed to gather which was one of the few normal things here
youngho entered the kitchen just in time to snatch the fresh coffee out of my hands
》what the fuck that was my coffee《
chugging down the fairly hot liquid he didn't even look at me
when there was nothing left anymore he placed the mug on the kitchen counter and turned around with a sassy look on his face
》and this is my mug, my water, my coffee beans, my-《
》okay okay i get it everything belongs to you now shut up fatass《
i interrupted rudely as it was too early to deal with his childish behaviour
even though he didn't say anything in return he gave me a death glare which disappeared as soon as he spotted pudding in the fridge
how the fuck can anyone thirst over his dumb ass?
quite baffled over my own questionable men choices i filled the empty coffee mug with milk and got myself a bowl of chocolate chip cookies
》not very healthy《
youngho shook his head at me in disapproval
》if you don't shut up i'll throw the rest of your pudding down the toilet《
i threatened with squinting eyes
》i would say go ahead because this tastes awful but it might attract rats《
shrugging i quickly shot back with a response
》not my problem《
》you're a rat yourself of course it wouldn't be a problem to you《
the man grinned at me as he casually brushed his black silky hair out of his slightly bronze tanned face
》so you're attracted to rats《
i stated as a matter of fact
he didn't say anything but just stared at me surprised as he didn't know how to respond
after a few seconds he took a spoonful of pudding and shrugged
》you won i'll admit: i have a thing for rats《
semi disgusted at his answer i rubbed my temples at his dumb answer
however he seemed unbothered as my reaction was amusing him quite a lot
》how did you become a mafia boss again?《
looking up from his vanilla pudding he gave me a blank stare
》secret《
pouting i took a sip out of the mug and bit into one of the delicious cookies
noticing a stare on me i looked back at youngho
》wha-《
as soon as i realized his eyes were fixed on my lips i didn't dare make a sound
the seductive look in his eyes was intimidating but it was gone as quick as it came and he went back to eating
not sure what to do i concentrated on the cookies but soon found myself rambling about his weird behavior
i mean can that horny ass cow just act normal for once?
shaking my head lightly i bit off half of the cookie in anger
younghos chair rattled as he stood up and walked out of the kitchen
of course he had to take the half eaten cookie out of my hands as he passed by
》my cookie《
he stressed
》dumb asshole《
i complained silently but by the way he looked at me i knew he had heard me
》you're being a bad boy《
there it was again
the way he pronounced each word in such a slow and clear way made it seem like he was talking to a dog
his wording was the cherry on top
tempted to display how much of a bitch i could be i was about to bite him but in the end i managed to control myself
honestly it was impossible to hate or fight him when i was melting at the mere thought of him but i hoped that at least he felt the same if not worse
remembering how he stared at my lips a confident smile grew on my face
i was sure
he longed for just as much as i did
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i'm sorry but i guess you're probably used to late updates by now
however i've actually finished writing the storyline for this and i can say that soon the more interesting half of the story where the main plot happens begins
thanks for all the comments btw they always make me happy:)
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guns&books | johnten
Fanfictionin which ten accidently gets in trouble with the local mafia gang
