Part 21

                                    

                                          
25.11.2019
                          
*Sigh*
Pikachu told me that Lena treats me like a pice of garbage. 
                          
26.11.2019
                          
Yesterday I unintentionally got in a fight with Dana. She sended to the hitler chat(that's the chat group where it's just me Lena and Dana) a chalga song. I imitately disliked the song. She called me out on it and told me that I haven't even hurd the song. Then I told her that I actually did heard the song and that it just is a stupid chalga song. Then I proceeded to explain how the song is no different than the rest of the chalga songs. Then I tried to explain that this songs are mainly targeting the low IQ part of the population like the roma people. And then I specifically said that I am not trying to offend her. But she got offended anyway and told me that I think like a smog (which is a type of snakeim if I'm not mistaken). I asked her politely to give me some solid arguments that can back up her claims. But she just said that that she isn't even going to waste more time on me and that she has to study. Oh, I am so going to eat her alive when I see her today. I've learned a thing or two from philosophy. She is seriously underestimating me. I've studied humanitarians. I don't know what she had wasted her younger years on, but she doesn't know what it takes to win any argument or debate. 
                          
Well the argument/debate didn't happen. What else hapened is that Lena and Raven tried telling me not to go to sports because then lot of people from out group would miss out on general medicine. And they were afraid that the asistant would get mad at us. And because I have only 1 more sports class to attend I shouldn't go to it anyway. I GOT FURIOUS. But nonetheless I contained my anger. And told them that just like them I will go. No matter what the consequences are. They got mad for being unable to bend me to their will. Raven didn't push it more then twice. Lena on the other hand seemed a little surprised and shock for not having power over me. And she tried to reverse psychology her way though me. Ofcourse that didn't work. She said something a long the lines like:
                          
"Well if some people didn't plan things the last minute we wouldn't have this problem now."
                          
And with the ending of her sentence I was only seeing blood. 
                          
Wolf: "Lena you bitch. I PLAND THIS TWO WEEKS AGO. YOU DON'T GET TO TELL ME OF ALL PEOPLE WHAT TO DO WITH MY EDUCATION!" I bit my toung back. I could have said that if she took her more seriously she wouldn't have been in this situation to begin with. I didn't say it because Raven was worse than her and she did not deserve any of my anger. Lena took a step back and then asked me if I had at least talked to the asistant she didn't have any other moves against me. I told her that I did wich honestly wasn't a complete lie. 
                          
Other things Raven isn't pregnant. She told me two weeks ago that her period was late. 
                          
And another thing our group got into a scandal. And there was going to be a physical fight between two people. Long story short we didn't know that some people hated us for saying shit about them. Wich never happened. But the issue is almost resolved. We are going to talk with them. Well they are going to talk with each other. I am not involved in this drama. 
                          
I haven't studied. And I am behind. I don't know how I am going to survive this session. 
                          
That's all bye.