Doubt and Videos

                                    

                                          
So this is dedicated to AmazingCasIsOnFire 
because of her amazing idea. So you should go check out he page. She has awesome stories.
                          
Prompt: They make a video, telling the viewers about the engagement 
                          
Words:1000 
                          
Joe's POV
                          
"Caspy come on we have to make the video!" I yelled from our bedroom which use to be "my bedroom."
                          
"Fine but only because I love you!" He yelled back. I was happily setting up my equipment when Caspar came in with the phone to his ear. "Yes...pepperoni and chicken...yes...see you then."
                          
"You did not." I laughed as he sat down on the bed. He let out a loud sigh, falling back so only his legs were dangling over the edge.
                          
"Well we are going to get hungry." He whined. I just shook my head in amusement. He defiantly could be a five year old when he wanted to be. I was in love with a five year old.
                          
"Okay well let's do my video then we can do yours." I said, happy when he finally sat up.
                          
"Okay start." He pointed towards the camera. I looked back towards the camera trying to not look as thrilled as I was.
                          
"Hello every one. Today I am joined with Caspar. So pretty much this happened this weekend." I said. I put the clip of me proposing to Caspar up on the screen. Well not know but I will later. "Now all of you are like what is happening? Is this a prank? First this isn't a prank, we are truly engaged. Right Caspy?"
                          
"Yup and I couldn't be happier." He said turning towards me. We locked eyes and I forgot about everything. I'm leaned in and kissed him until he. pulled away again pointing towards the camera. I groaned and he just chuckled.
                          
"So yes I proposed to Caspar. Now before you start typing in your questions. One, Our wedding is in a month, and two, we don't give a shit what you think."
                          
"Exactly so yeah I guess that's all." Caspar sighed putting a arm around my waist and pulling me into to him. I nuzzled my head into his shoulder turning back to the camera.
                          
"So give this video a thumbs up if you liked it and subscribe if you aren't. Oh and don't forget about this little shit. Subscribe to him to. I happen to like him a lot. So that's it see you next week for another Sugg Sunday Special, bye." I said running towards the camera to stop the video so we could do Caspar's.
                          
Caspar's POV
                          
Once we had gotten done with Joe's video the pizza finally came. Leaving Joe in our bedroom I ran up the stairs to the front door. Grateful that it was the pizza man rather then someone else. As I was paying him Joe came up and wrapped his arms around my waist.
                          
"Caspy." Joe whispered into my ear. I could feel my spine shiver. I looked back at the delivery man who had a disgusted look on his face. I glared at him happy when he finally started walking away. If there was one thing that could dampen my mood. It was those people who judged.
                          
"Joe can we maybe film later I'm going to my room to sleep." I mumbled putting down the pizzas and making my way to my own room. I hadn't slept in here since we started dating. It had become the guest room. I mean I filmed videos in here because Joe didn't want to tell anyone, but yeah. I opened the door, shut it. and locked it. 
I was not in the mood for any more human interaction tonight. I slumped down pealing off my cloths leaving me in my boxes and jumping into the bed. I nuzzled my head into the blankets when I heard a knock from the door.
                          
"Casp I know you don't want to talk. But I love you." I just sighed getting back up to open the door.
                          
"I love you to but I really do need alone time. Tomorrow we will film my video." He nodded and walked over to our room closing the door softly. I followed suit and went straight back to bed. I wasn't surprised when it was colder then usual. There is a difference from the heat that you get from a blanket and the heat you get from the person you loved. Let's just say I didn't sleep well that night. I had a feeling neither did Joe when I walked up stairs to see him slumped over the table on his phone.
                          
"Good morning." I said before stiffening a yawn.
                          
"Hey." He mumbled back still not looking up from his phone. I walked over bending down and wrapping my arms around his neck.
                          
"What's wrong?" I whispered in his ear before I kissed his cheek. He let out a sigh before looking up at me. I wish he hadn't. His eyes were bloodshot. He had bags under them and he had tear steaks down his cheeks.
                          
"Didn't sleep well." He mumbled before going back to his phone. I kneeled down next to him and grabbing one of his hands in mine, making comforting circle with my thumb.
                          
"No what's wrong? Don't lie to me Joseph Sugg." He would always dart his eyes around the room when he lied.
                          
"It's just I thought you were mad at me. I don't know. But I want lying. I really didn't get any sleep. It was so cold. I didn't want to wake you, so I've been up here for a couple of hours."
                          
"Hey I'm sorry. I just didn't want to do something stupid for us. You know what I get like when I'm mad." He chuckled then smiling.
                          
"Your scary." He said in a little kid voice that made me smile and my mood instantly brighten.
                          
"Exactly. Now go clean yourself up. I'll make breakfast of cold pizza. Then we have a video to film." I said pecking his cheek before standing up and making my way over to the fridge.
                          
That's how our day went. We made a video edited and scrolled through comments. Every time there was hate Joe would squeeze my hand, making me remember.
                          
It doesn't matter what people thank. All that matters is that your happy.