Blair Pov
I Woke Up Laying On August Bare Chest. I Looked At Him And He Had No Shirt Or Pants On, Just Boxers. I Woke Him Up And Said"Did We Fu** Last Night?"
He Laughed And Said" Are You In Pain is Your Legs Aching?" i Then Laughed And Said"nope" He Smiled And Said There Goes Your Answer.
"Do You Remember What Happened Last Night?" He Said With A Straight Face.
"Umm I Remember Catching Chris Cheating on Me With Brittany And I Got Drunk And High." I Said As I Got Out Of Bed.
"Well You Confronted Chris On The Intercom at The Football Game, Which Was Funny And You Wanted To Umm ...Commit Suicide, But I Saved You." He Said.
I Rolled My Eyes And Said Under My Breath "Should Have Just Let Me Die."
August Then Yelled "Blair Why The Fu** Would You Say That!"
I Began To Cry And Said"I Hate Feeling Alone,Being Fake,Smiling big Pretending Everything Is All Good,but Its Not,I Hate Being Used, I Gave My All Into a Person Who I Thought Loved Me which He Didn't And I End Up Losing Myself. I Don't Even Know Who I Am Anymore I've Always Tried To Change Myself To Fit in His Life That I Ended up Fooling Myself. I'm Pretty Sure If I Was To Die Nobody Would Have Cared And My Parents Wouldn't Even Notice. I Just Want To Finally Be Free From stress"
Tears Began To Stream Down My Face. August Then Came Towards Me And Hugged Me Tight."Blair Aaliyah Rae Jackson I Want You To Know You're Not Alone,I'm Here,I Will Always Be There For You Through Thick And Thin,I Care About You A Lot." He Said.
It Was That Moment When He Looked Me In The Eyes Like He Cared.It Just Felt Right To Kiss Him. He Must Felt The Same Way Because He Leaned In And We Kissed.
When We Kissed It Felt Like Real Love Not Just A Kiss It Felt Special I Never Felt This Way With Chris.
I Pulled Away And Awkwardly Said "Um .......Are You Hungry?" He Then awkwardly Said "Uhh... Yea" I Went Downstairs And Started To Fix Breakfast.
August Pov
As I Looked At Blair's Counter And There Was A Picture Of Me And Her In Elementary School. Then Another Picture Of Us In Middle School. One Thing I Realized was She Was Wearing Glasses. I Forgot All About How She Wears Glasses.
I Went Through Her Drawers And Found Her Glasses. I Ran Downstairs To Blair."Close Your Eyes." I said As Got Behind Her. She Closed Her Eyes And I Put The Glasses On Her.
"This Is Gonna Help You Find Yourself A Little." I Said. She Smiled And Sang" I Can See Clearer Now The Rain Is Gone. I Can See All The Obstacles." We Then Both Laughed."Blair You're Beautiful." i Then Kissed Her Forehead.
The Doorbell Then Ranged. Blair Immediately Took Off Her Glasses And Went To Open The Door. I Peaked To See Who It Was and It Was Chris .He Looked Guilty. Blair Then Went Outside With Him And Closed The Door Behind Her.
Blair POV
I Was Surprised To See Chris Standing At My Door.Once I Went Outside And Closed The Door Chris Said" Blair I'm Sorry I Love You, I Didn't Mean What I Said Yesterday I Was Just Upset."
I Rolled My Eyes And Said"What You Said Last Night almost Caused Me To Kill Myself And You Weren't There For Me."
Chris Got Close To Me "I'm Sorry Forgive Me Blair I Promise I'll Will Never Hurt You Again." He Said as he Put A Strand Of My baby Hair Behind My Ear And Lifted My Chin.
We Kissed Passionately. Thats When Fell In Love With Him All Over Again. August Then Came Out without His Shirt On And Said"Umm Foods Ready."
I Pulled away From The Kiss And Said " Umm Ok We'll Be In There In A Few." August Then Went Back inside The House."umm Did Yal Fu** Last Night?" Chris Said As He Clenched His Jaw.
I Squeezed His Cheeks Together ,kissed Him ,and Said"No Papi." He Smacked My A** And Said "I Love It When You Call Me Papi."
We Then Walked Back In The House Holding Hands. "So Yal Go Back Out Huh?" August Said As He Drunk Orange juice Out Of The Carton.
"Yea And I Think you Need To Get To Stepping." Chris Said."Well I'll Be Going." August Said As He Put The Carton Back In The Fridge.
August Then Went upstairs Put His Stuff Back On And Came Back Downstairs."bye Blair" August Said Kissing My Forehead. "Bye Chris" August Said As He Walked Out.
I Then Put My Glasses On."How Do I Look With Glasses On?" i Said As I Posed.
Chris Laughed And Said"You Look Like A Geek." My Smile Then Faded and I Said"Oh." I Then Took The Glasses Off.
We Then Ate Breakfast In Silence.Once I Was Done Eating I Went Upstairs To My Room And I Seen I Got A Text From August, Right When I Was Gonna Open It Chris Came And I Immediately Locked My Phone And Sat It On The Counter.
Chris Then Got On Top Of Me And We Started Kissing. He felt Up My Body and We Then Did It.
Once We Was Done He Fell Asleep. I Looked At August Text Which Said "Congratulations On Your Relationship Lets See How Long Thats Gonna Last." I then Left The Room And Went Outside. Once I Made It Outside I Called August.
📞phone Call📞
August- I Don't Get You Blair,I Don't Get You At All.
Me- Whatchu Mean
August- That Boy Almost Made You Lose Your Life And You Choose To Still Be With Him. Its Like You Instantly Forgive Him Just Cause He Kissed You.He Wasn't There When You Almost Lost Your Life I Was.He Doesn't Care About You I bet right after I Left Yal Fu**ed. I'm The One Who Cares For You, *laughs* Bi*** You Just His Sex Toy,Don't Come Crying To Me When He Breaks Your Heart again. I Just Want To Know Did That Kiss Mean Anything To You.
Me- It Meant Nothing To Me it Was Just a Kiss.
August- Bye Blair.*hangs Up*
📞end Of Phone Call📞
I Walked Back In The House And Went Back In My Room. I Then Looked At The Pictures Of August And I.Then I Began To Cry. "Chris Can You Hold Me?" I Said."Blair I'm Tired." He Said Half Sleep. I Hit Him And Said"Too Tired to Hold Me?! Get Out!" He Then Said" I'm Jk Come Here Rae." I Rolled My Eyes And Crawled In Bed With Him. He Held Me Tight And Kissed On My Shoulder. He Then Rest His Head In The Crook Of My Neck And We Both Fell Asleep.
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FanfictionY'all I'm Not Good With Descriptions (There's a lot of "Then" in this book, because I didn't know how to transition my sentences back then. And I don't plan on going back to fix it, I've tried already. It's very time consuming)
