Those stubborn brats. Both Taehyung and Jungkook are stubborn as hell.
"Later, can we please stay like this for awhile" Jin says in his calming voice.
Awhile. Until the eldest fell asleep. A sigh escape both Jungkook's and Taehyung's mouth when they notice Jin is sleeping.
"He is going to catch a fever. He is a little warm and was coughing before" Taehyung says to Jungkook.
The maknae nods.
Truth to be told, Jin did catch a fever. He woke up later with a mild fever, feeling unwell. When he woke up, Hoseok and Namjoon are there in his room and those two maknaes are sleeping besides him.
Jin ignores both Hoseok and Namjoon before he stands up from his bed, wanting to go to the bathroom and also waking up Jungkook as well.
He is swaying a bit when he stands up but a hand help him. The sleepy head Jungkook, whose eyes didn't even open clearly yet.
"Careful" Jungkook says in his hoarse voice.
Jin then steady himself before he slowly walks to the bathroom alone. A little after sometime, a set of knocks was heard at the bathroom door.
"Are you alright in there hyung?" Hoseok asks.
Jin didn't reply to that question but instead he open the door and step out, freshly after having a warm bath.
There is no everyone else in the room except for him and Hoseok.
"Jungkookie?" Jin asks.
At least the eldest is talking to him after being ignored for a day.
"He is probably at the living room with the others" Hoseok says.
With that, Jin walks outside with Hoseok tailing after him, wondering why he asked for Jungkook. As both already at the living room, Jin eyes search for Jungkook. The whole dorm become quiet.
When Jungkook realized that, he straight away walks to Jin.
"Jungkook..." Jin says softly.
"Yes hyung, do you want to have a breakfast with us?" Jungkook replies quickly.
"Let's go" Jin says.
It took Jungkook a few seconds to understand that. After he understands Jin's words, he quickly walks towards the other room and comeback with several pieces of jackets and hoodie.
After Jungkook wears his own jacket, he gives Jin a hoodie for the eldest to wear and also the jacket. He wants to protect the eldest from the cold as much as he can with layers of clothes.
Before the two walk out of the dorm, Jungkook gives the other five members a look. A look of trust, a sign that they can trust him, and they don't need to follow him and Jin.
...
"Why didn't you ask me anything?" Jin says, slightly cough.
"I don't want to pressure you" Jungkook replies.
Jin nods.
"You know her right?" Jin asks.
And Jungkook nods slowly giving the eldest a smile.
"Honestly, I'm not mad at all of you. It just my frustration that got in the way. More like a dissapoinment rather than mad. All of you lie to me but what right did I have to be mad at you when my old self know this fact too, it just the new me who doesn't know" Jin calmly says.
"You have the right to be mad at us. I don't care what you are thinking, but what we did to you is wrong" Jungkook replies.
"I woke up this morning hoping that my memories never come back, hoping that she is still alive, hoping that all of you never lied to me but it just a hope. A hopeless hope" Jin says.
A long pause.
"Can I ask one thing hyung?" Jungkook replies.
Both of their eyes meet. Jin nods, smiling.
"Do you remember everything?" Jungkook asks.
A sigh.
"I don't know. Not all honestly. I'm still clueless for everything else" Jin replies.
"I hope you will not remember anything else after this" Jungkook says in his head.
A silence with the cold breeze passed through.
"She is the reason I met all of you in the first place and I hate that all of you hide the news from me"
Jungkook watch the grave in front of them.
"It was like I'm being backstabbed"
"I'm sorry hyung" Jungkook replies.
"..."
"Do you still get nightmares?" Jin asks, changing the topic.
"Sometimes" Jungkook replies.
"I want to ask but I don't know if I can or-" Jin tries.
"Anything hyung" Jungkook cuts and smile.
"Let's eat some warm soup first"
...
"You can ask me anything" Jungkook says when they are on their way to the dorm.
"Was I the cause of your trauma?" Jin asks.
Jungkook didn't know how to replies to this question. It is not like it's Jin's fault, it's the situation that day that cause him the trauma. Knowing Jin for years, Jungkook knows that whatever answer he is going to give to Jin, the eldest will still blame himself.
"You don't need to reply, if you don't want to. I just wanted to ask that" Jin says as his eyes wonders outside from the moving car.
"I got scared" Jungkook replies after a moment.
"It's alright, I'm scared too. I saw my grandma" Jin says, still enjoying the scenery outside the moving car.
Jungkook widen his eyes.
"And she let go of my hand" Jin continues.
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Valuable || Jin
Fanfiction[COMPLETED] In which, through all the incidents happened, they learnt how valuable they are, how valuable every one of them, especially their eldest hyung who they always take for granted. Involving in a car accident struck the realization in themse...
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