Part 18

                                    

                                          
*Y/n POV*

                          
After Rami and Lucy came, we had a nice talk. They told us they wanted to go on a few more dates before getting together officially. Ben and I later went upstairs and sat outside on the balcony and enjoyed a good cup of tea. "This is nice." Ben said and looked at me. "I can only agree." "I really love you Y/n." He said. "I love you too Ben! I really do!" I replied and pecked him on the cheek. "This morning was really great!" He admitted and smirked. I giggled and nodded in agreement. 
                          
As we sat and talked, my lust became uncontrollable and I think Ben felt the same. "Please?" He said out of nowhere. "You have my permission!" I squealed and jumped in his arms. Kisses started and led to a heated make out session, which led to love making. 
                          
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"Wow." I said out of breath and looked at Ben. "Yeah!" He agreed. I was currently lying on Bens beautiful bare chest. "You're so beautiful." He said to me and smiled warmly. "So are you my love." We just lay there and looked each other in the eyes and smiled. He played with my hair and caressed my cheek carefully. 
                          
"I'll take a bath!" I then decided. "Can I join?" "Of course Ben." I answered him and stood up. My naked body ran to the bathroom followed by Bens heavy steps. We turned on the water and jumped in the bathtub that was big enough for two. 
                          
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"What are you doing my love?" Ben asked me as he joined me on the balcony. "Just writing a poem of some sort." I responded and kept writing. "Can I hear it?" He asked and sat down next to me. "When it's finished." "Okay. I'll take a walk with Buddy and O'malley, wanna come?" Ben said. "I'll finish this poem while you're away. So no thanks. Have fun my love!" I replied and kissed him softly. "Fair enough." He said cheekily and walked away. 
                          
I thought for awhile how to finish my poem, until I finally had an idea. I was satisfied with my poem and couldn't wait for Ben to hear it. The waiting time felt awful, 'cause I wanted to show him, the second I had finished it. 
                          
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"Y/n wake up." Ben said to me and hugged me. I had apparently fallen asleep on the balcony while waiting for him to come home. "Wanna hear the poem?" I asked, eager for him to say yes. "Bring it on!" He said and smiled wide. "Okay cool! This is it:"
                          
"I never really knew you.
You were just another friend.
                          
But when I got to know you,
I let my heart unbend.
                          
I couldn't help past memories
that would only make me cry.
                          
I had to forget my first love
and give love another try.
                          
So I've fallen in love with you
and I'll never let you go.
                          
I love you more than anyone
I just had to let you know.
                          
And if you ever wonder why
I don't know what I'll say.
                          
But I'll never stop loving you
each and every day.
                          
My feelings for you will never change
Just know my feelings are true.
                          
Just remember one thing
I love you."

                          
Bens eyes were red and filled with tears. He didn't say anything he just softly cried. "I have one more, would you like to hear it?" I asked him and took his hands in mine. He nodded as I wiped away the tears streaming down his cheeks. "This is my favourite one:"

                          
"You are the sun 
that shines brightly throughout my day.
                          
You are the gravity that holds me down in every way.
                          
You are the moon that shimmers throughout my night.
                          
You are stars that glimmer oh so bright.
                          
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You are the oxygen that keeps me alive.
                          
You are my heart that beats inside.
                          
You are the blood that flows through me.
                          
You are the only guy I can see.
                          
You have the voice of when a mockingbird sings.
                          
You are my everything.
                          
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You are my one and only.
                          
You stop me from being so lonely.
                          
We plan our future as if we have a clue.
                          
I never want to lose you.
                          
I want you to be my husband, and I want to be your wife.
                          
I want to be with you for the rest of my life."


                          
"T-they are really beautiful!" Ben exclaimed when I finished my second poem. "Thank you Ben! My love for you inspired me. They are for you." I told him. "Me." He whispered and hugged me tight. The poems only described 1% of what I felt. Ben was the one! I knew it!
                          
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*Ben POV*

                          
Y/n's beautiful poems hit me right in the heart! I was so touched that I started to cry. I couldn't control my emotions so I let them all float out. After some time I realized what she had written last in the last poem. I felt the same as her. Those poems only described a tiny bit of what I actually felt. I was so madly in love with Y/n.
                          
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"Hey Ben!" Y/n said as we were eating dinner. "Yes my love?" "Uh, my mom and dad invited us over for dinner on Saturday." She added. "Oh. Well, then we have to go." I said with a smile. "Cool! I was afraid you would freak out!" She said and laughed. I laughed as well. 
                          
On the inside I was extremely nervous and freaking out. I told myself it would be okay, but I wasn't so sure about that. "Ben, it's gonna be okay!" Y/n said in a serious tone again. "I know." I said with a small smile. "Good." 
                          
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A/n: I didn't make the poems, but I edited a bit in them, so they would make more sense. 
                          
This chapter is also edited! Remember that I only correct a few things (and make it look better). I'm not changing the plot or anything like that! x
                          
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