Part III.

                                    

                                          
I SPELLED OPPA WRONG BECAUSE MY PHONE AUTO CORRECTED IT TO OOPA PLEASE EXCUSE THAT! 
                          
S H A T T E R E D
                          
PART III.
                          
Taehyung's POV:
                          
I woke up around 7:30am to 'get ready' for school. The only thing I did this morning was put on my school clothes over my sleep wear since I would be just going back to sleep. I went downstairs and made a show for my parents who surprisingly was here.
                          
"Taehyung are you ready? I'll drop you off at school." my mother said. What!? She's never done dropped me off, not a day since I started the 7th grade. Of course she would want to drop me off on the day I wanted to skip.
                          
"It's okay mom, I can take the bus." I said trying to convince her that she shouldn't drop me off her self.
                          
"No, it's okay honey. Me and your father both took the day off today to spend some time with you. We know we haven't always been here but we're trying Taehyung, we really are."
                          
The hell they are. Both of their parents are rich, and honestly they didn't even need jobs so I don't know why they work so hard for.
                          
"We want to set a good example for you baby. Where will you go in this world without working hard for your earnings?" She asked me. I didn't reply and didn't feel like doing so.
                          
I went back up stares and actually got ready. For 17 years my parents were never around, why now?. 15 of my birthdays were spent alone because I had no friends, and my parents would work all day.
                          
I don't even think I should count the other two times but I wasn't really alone, I had my cat. But my parents saw that my cat was a 'distraction' to my studying and got rid of her.
                          
I took some toothpaste and smeared some on my toothbrush and put it in my mouth. I looked in the mirror thinking about my future. Would I ever met someone? Will I always be forgotten and alone?
                          
Once I had thought about that one, all the memories of me getting bullied in the halls, all the kids watching or laughing flooded back into my thoughts.
                          
Everyone would sit there and watch me get beat up. Being called ugly and worthless everyday messed my head up as a child.  June 12th, 2008 was the day I had tried to commit suicide. I was so alone then, not like any difference now, I had no one to talk to.
                          
I had no parents to go to. Instead of comforting their son in the hospital and telling him it would be all okay soon, they took a belt and beat him.
                          
I sighed and put down my toothbrush. I washed my face and walked out of the bathroom. I grabed my bag and went down the staris to see my mom with her purse.
                          
"Let's go." she said. I walked over to my shoes and put them on. Me and my mom walked to her car and got in. My mother would listen to gospal music in the car, which was boring for me.
                          
When we pulled up to my school I tried to get out but my mother grabbed my arm.
                          
"Have a good day sweetie, I love you." she said with a smile. This wasn't right. Something wasn't right.
                          
I love you? I haven't heard those 3 words in ages. I gave her a nod and got out of the car. What could this be? First taking work off, the ride to school, now I love you?
                          
I walked up the steps to the school and looked around. I spotted Nikusui and started walking towards her.
                          
"Hey oppa." She said. Even though I loved being called that, especially by her, I cut to the chase.
                          
"Did your parents say anything to mine? They've been acting a little weird lately and I wanna know whats up."
                          
"Not that I know of. Walk me to class?" She said. Before I could reply she took my hand and walked to class. Her little hand felt warm, while her fingers went in between mine as we walked.
                          
I had never done this with a girl before and I kind of liked it. We walked into class and she let go of my hand. I walked to my desk and sat down, Nikusui sat next to me.
                          
"We should hang out after school oppa. I mean, we live in the same apartment building so it wouldn't be hard to meet up." She said.
                          
Wow, today must be my day. First my parents actually acting like they care about me and now Nikusui asking to hang out with me.
                          
"Sure." I said. I tried to keep it cool on the outside but on the inside I was jumping around.
                          
We both took our notes for class and after we headed our separate ways.
                          
"Bye, oppa." She said. I replied back with a smile and a wave. And it was an actual smile, not a fake one.
                          
Once she was gone I turned around to see a bunch of boys. But they wernt just any boys, it was Justin and his friends.
                          
"Look who finally got a date, guys. I bet you 20 bucks he's still a virgin." They laughed.
                          
"Let's get him boys." He said. Two of his friends grabbed an arm and pulled them behind my back. While each of his friends started punching and kicking me I wondered why no one was stopping them. People just walked past without a care.
                          
After about 30 minutes of Justin and his friends, I ended up in the nurses office.
                          
"What happened now? Was it those boys again?" The nurse knew about me because I had come here so many times.
                          
"Yes." I replied. She sighed while giving me a bandage.
                          
"Get to class, boy." She said chuckling, punching my shoulder in a joking way.
                          
I gave her a smile and hopped down from the bed and walked out. I didnt realize it was the end of the day.
                          
I walked to my locker and started opening it till someone slammed next to the locker next to mine.
                          
"Hurry up oppa, we got tons of homework and if you wanna hang out still we gotta hurry and get it done. " she said. I nodded and grabbed my backpack and shut my locker.
                          
"Lets go." I said. I was surprised she didnt say anything about my face being all beat up.
                          
We kept walking until we reached the apartment building. I took out my keys and unlocked the door for us. We walked in and took off our shoes.
                          
"Do you want something to eat?" She replied with a nod while she walked over to the living room. I went into the kitchen and started making some ramen while I heard Nikusui turn on the TV.
                          
Soon after a bit I felt her presence in the kitchen. I turned around to see her face inches from mine.
                          
"Oppa where did you get all these cuts?" She said, her nose now touching mine. I leaned in close to her so our bodies were close together. This was going to be my first kiss. We were so close to kissing until someone had rang the door bell.
                          

 Damn.